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like I'm at a crossroads

like I'm gettin too old to feel like this

and it's time to move on

and the only one who could understand me is me

I am still a failure

and I still let you tear me down

after all this time

I still haven't learned

to be careful

it's a big world

filled with people

and not all of them are good

they put on a good face

and they're either forsaken

mistreated

or abusers

manipulators everywhere I turn

and no where to run

just face up

role model confidence

even though i have none

less than when I was young

but now I have to wear that same good face

because every single one of us knows

it's each to their own out here.

Bite the enemy and watch them go down

with or without a fight

a battle will ensue

and one of us will lose

something that means nothing

or everything to you

Watch the blood flow

as if fascinated by the youth it presents

the pure ebbing life

that should never be seen

and only used



Theres something wrong

something going on

but I can't do this anymore

I come home and I crawl away

I'm strong for everyone but me

call me weak but I can't love

I tried but I can't trust

I love you but I can't trust anyone

I can hold you but my fear never goes away

i want to be at peace

each to their onw

when it comes to family

it's us against the world

for awhile

but some tension or bitterness

or mistrust can form

and be ever present

in the closest of bonds

I love you but don't come near

leave me alone

we may rip eachother apart.

Every one has these insecurities

and the way we deal with them is how we react to eachother

and thus the creation of our personalities.