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RAWRR

20:07 Oct 31 2012
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I am so fucking

sick

of hearing...



When do I get

more Valium?



REALLY...??????????



Fuck man...I dunno, you tell me!

It's only been 1 1/2 hours since I gave it to you last!



But by all means, Ms. Addict...this isn't addict behaviour I'm seeing,

and you're not med seeking.



*Bangs my face off the desk*



RAWRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!




RANT OVER!

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Hot and Cold...why?

17:44 Oct 31 2012
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Why are you

so mother fucking

HOTand COLD?





Fuck me sideways,

I'm damned if I do

and

certainly damned if I don't.



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Oi...

17:27 Oct 31 2012
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I’m tooting my own horn today…



This is something I NEVER do, however

I feel the need to say it.



I have a GREAT deal of patience and

sometimes people take advantage of that.



This I know…and I just keep repeating and hoping

one day, they’ll listen and REMEMBER what I’m saying.



*pats self on back*



Happy Halloween to all that care,

and celebrate.

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darklass
darklass
21:35 Oct 31 2012

You have a sh*t load of Patience.. and i thank you for havin it with me.... and i do listen and i remember lots...lol.





KALIGULA
KALIGULA
02:29 Nov 01 2012

Patience is a virtue... duct tape is a necessity






 

Reminisce about the

14:21 Oct 31 2012
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When Life Was Simpler?!?



Hmm, are we old enough to remember when life was simpler,

or how things were like “back then”.



When exactly is “back then?”



Was it when we were young, living under the roof of our parents/grandparents/guardians etc?





What age do YOU reflect on,

when things were ‘simple’ or a ‘time’ when things

were wondrous?





Was there a better time, when people actually

seemed to care genuinely about thy neighbor?

Or wait..the time when you actually KNEW your neighbor!



Remember when evenings/weekends would turn into a BBQ and you’d sit into the evening, laughing..talking?!

When the meal was home cooked, and not take out/fast food!

When the family sat down and watched TV, or even played board games and when they acted like families and actually stood for one another?



When there weren't all the quick paced pressures of today.

Kids were free to just be kids...



Now it’s the land of the internet!!


Everyone is on some electronic device.

They have their face stuffed in their phone, or laptop…tablets..ipods. Something to literally drown out the world around them.

Ride the Skytrains/Subways. Everyone will go OUT of their way

to NOT make eye contact with you.

(For fear of stirring conflict)



Do you sit and look around?
Do you see the someone just staring out the window in silence, while another person beside them has their head bobbing to the sound of their ipod.

A mother is telling their child to "sshh" at the back of the car while the business man, has his head so far into their newspaper drowning out everyone & everything surrounding him. The couple that are in love, holding hands...and glancing back and forth towards one another??



*sighs*



A time when your kids could go out to play without fear,

when politeness was the norm, when it seemed as

if people had more manners and patience, when the

term GANG meant your friends, not crime associates.

There was a camaraderie among us…

We all had the same dreams for our future: the home,

the job, the kids, retirement and the time to enjoy them.



Now I ask you...

Do YOU remember those times?

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Hurricane Sandy

23:54 Oct 29 2012
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Holy fuck,

Sandy..



FUCK OFF



already...

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HuldecMilecLyamis
HuldecMilecLyamis
00:05 Oct 30 2012

Amen.





 

Cute...

04:30 Oct 28 2012
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"why is she being Such an Uh-Oh-Oreo?!? All I hear is nigga music!"



Oh you're funny...baby Zayris!



NOT




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Slain
Slain
04:38 Oct 28 2012

Greatest comment she could make, considering all she's heard.



LMFAO





xxdeathmetalchickxx
xxdeathmetalchickxx
04:39 Oct 28 2012

Well Im just sitting on here on my computer then i noticed the music after 6 minutes... xD So go ahead.. be an uh-oh oreo :I ill be one wit cha..





 

...just saying

20:01 Oct 26 2012
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I saw this quote..and it’s so accurate.



“Happiness is never stopping to think if you are.”





I find personally that people who have to

continuously write, or speak about how happy they are…

they are usually FAR from it.



It’s like they’re writing it to convince themselves…and to make this grander appearance of their world.



If you’re happy…and life is SO grand, you wouldn’t have the time to consistently update the rest of us.



*shrugs*



Just saying…

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xRobin3x
xRobin3x
03:36 Oct 27 2012

yeah. lol





KALIGULA
KALIGULA
03:49 Oct 27 2012

HATER!!!!



lol





queenofchaos
queenofchaos
06:02 Oct 27 2012

Hey Kaligula, bite me!



Don't hate...



*grins*





 

Blind?

11:06 Oct 24 2012
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Some days I truly wonder why some people are so blind to the truth?



I mean...this person is so blind,

they cannot see the forest for the trees.



Oi.



Oh well it's not my life...

Nor my 'trees'



I have a clear view of the forest from my magic carpet



^_*

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TempProfile4Now
TempProfile4Now
11:08 Oct 24 2012

having sex with those maple trees again? bwahahahaha





Oceanne
Oceanne
11:35 Oct 24 2012

Apples dont fall from my family tree..Nutz do.





Oceanne
Oceanne
12:06 Oct 24 2012

It IS true though,my guess is about 95% of the world's population runs around with Blinkers on.





 

Amen

10:59 Oct 24 2012
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"Do not chase people. Be you and do your own thing and work hard. The right people who belong in your life will come to you and stay."



AMEM

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darkness82
darkness82
12:42 Oct 24 2012

Yes they will never leave your side...:)





KALIGULA
KALIGULA
02:05 Oct 26 2012

HALLELUJAH!!!!



PRAISE JESUS!! I HAVE SEEN THE LIGHT!!!!






 

hmm hmm

10:55 Oct 24 2012
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"Don't judge someone's choices without first knowing their reason."

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...

10:54 Oct 24 2012
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"If you still talk about it, you still care about it"

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Sometimes things just aren't good enough...

10:49 Oct 24 2012
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In recent times,

it seems there are only three measures of success:



Money, looks, and fame.



If you don't have one or all of them,

you feel like things aren't good enough,

and perhaps you feel unlucky and cheated.



Some would say it's hard to feel self-worth, self-respect, and self-esteem when you go to an everyday job in an everyday world??



Never forget:

Fortunes can be lost.

But love is eternal.

Honor lasts.

Truth abides.




Beauty comes in all forms: a butterfly is beautiful.

So is a waterfall, and the ocean, and the sky on a starry night.



Learn to appreciate natural beauty,

good character,

honesty,

your family.

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Slain
Slain
10:56 Oct 24 2012

Hmm hmm.



Natural beauty never needs alteration.



Of any kind.



:: smiles::





 

Yeah

08:59 Oct 24 2012
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FUCK!!!!!!





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Serenity
Serenity
09:23 Oct 24 2012

I've been waiting for you to ask dear, let me get my strapon!



:p





queenofchaos
queenofchaos
11:09 Oct 24 2012

*winks*





 

Today...

07:00 Oct 24 2012
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My Kismet today:

So why do I feel...like I'm ten feet under and upside down?




Why do we have some days, where we just feel like we are just under the surface, trying to reach for everything and everyone but they're just out of our grasp?



Today was that day for me.



I have so much to do, and can't even begin to sit and hash away at it.

Procrastination doesn't EVEN cut it.



Well...I took a ME day...and well that wasn't good either. Now I have 2 new additions to my family.



Dammit...



*smiles*



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Curiosity

23:17 Oct 21 2012
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“Curiosity has its own reason for existence.” ~Albert Einstein







Hmm...



Curiosity is a wonderful thing...



The first expression comes to mind...





"Curiosity killed the cat"



- is a proverb used to warn of the dangers of unnecessary investigation or experimentation




For one to be curious, sucks.



Seek...and find the answers, and then move forward?



I love how one can smile, and seem genuine and yet, it was merely curiosity that brought you to my door



My question to you...



Did you find what you were looking for?



Did you want to know anything else?



You know...my door is always open.

You're MORE then welcome to walk through it..if you so choose.

You see, I'm not that scary...I actually can hold a conversation, but who knew?



Bwhaha



Regardless...made me smile, and hell made me make a journal entry today!



Happy Sunday all

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KALIGULA
KALIGULA
02:21 Oct 22 2012

Like it takes a lot for YOU to make a journal....





 

<3

16:13 Oct 16 2012
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“The language of friendship is not words but meanings.”

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darklass
darklass
16:22 Oct 16 2012

So true Queenie.





deringerdan
deringerdan
11:24 Oct 17 2012

Like Pee, its meaning is out of this world to some **evil grins*





 

Rain...

11:06 Oct 16 2012
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I love the Rain



Sitting here tonight listening to the rain.

The sound is something that I find myself constantly and consistently losing my thoughts in.



It's like a warm whisper on my neck...it's soothing, comforting and so required/wanted.



Rain...



Rain is nourishment for the earth and is known as the water of life. Rain takes many forms and can be anything from a gentle sprinkling and light watering of the earth, up to a torrid downpour and possible flooding; life giving on one hand and potentially death dealing on the other.



raindrops_zps4e8fa168

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KALIGULA
KALIGULA
12:52 Oct 19 2012

Funny how nature stimulates the creative juices





queenofchaos
queenofchaos
13:43 Oct 19 2012

Very much so, my friend.






 

What defines me.

06:49 Oct 16 2012
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Hmm..



Where do I start?



I know that I’ve had several good RANTS over the last few weeks.

Some I’ve shared publicly – confined to these walls of my journal.

Some have been with friends…in person, over the phone etc.



I can absolutely admit, I am stubborn…

I don't cave easily to 'new outlooks'.

"If it's not broke, don't fix it" kinda philosophy.

I don’t always practice what I preach and I have a wee little temper.



I cuss more then I should (in some situations) and when things are “too much” I leave.

It’s my safety device…when it’s automatically tripped;

instead of speaking in anger…I walk away.



Now that doesn’t mean I won’t stick it out and ‘fight’ however only in those situations I feel passionate enough to stay and hash it out…

that it’s the opposite where you can’t get me to leave!



I am a lover…I am NOT a fighter.



Who wouldn’t want to make love tenderly passionately, in exchange?



I have an angelic mind, with deep dark twisted thoughts.



I am not vanilla; I am submissive.



I believe in romance. I am romantic.



I still believe there is someone for everyone.



I still want a man that holds the doors open...

who can cry with me, and who is not afraid to fall.



I laugh things off; I don’t judge people…or speak behind their backs.

If I say ANTHING about you…I’d say that to your face without hesitation.

If I don’t like you…you’ll know it.



I tolerate a lot of people, I will agree to that. Some say I tolerate TOO many.

*rolls eyes* Really? Pfft.



I have always been a good judge of character.



I am a mother first and foremost. They come before anything or anyone.

I made them…I will stand for them, hold them up, lay them to sleep…

fight, take a bullet whatever is required of me in a heartbeat.



I love completely.



I laugh like there is no one watching...



I dance randomly...anywhere



I sing (out of key) ALL THE TIME and LOVE it.



I love rain storms.



I love Fall and Spring



I love being barefoot & my 4 toe rings







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Slain
Slain
10:17 Oct 16 2012

You STILL want a man?



Oh and yea, you do tolerate too many people. Hmm hmm.



But so do I. :: smirks::





BellaMorte
BellaMorte
15:03 Oct 16 2012

Im glad you tolerate me and my crazy irishman :D





darklass
darklass
15:52 Oct 16 2012

I love to sing also all the time lol.. even out off key too.. an i have to say im glad you tolerate me and my f**ked up mind also..





 

Reality

15:09 Oct 15 2012
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Reality is the mirror of your thoughts.

Choose well what you put in front of the mirror.

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50 First Dates

06:22 Oct 15 2012
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I watched tonight 50 First Dates again.



This is like 6 or more years old...but still in my opinion an 'ok' movie.



I enjoyed it...



I enjoy getting lost in someone's world. Actually watching while someone put their own wants/needs aside for the sake of his girl.



Somedays or times in my relationships I've prayed for amnesia. LOL



Anyway, why can't we have relationships like this? Ones that are about living life EVERYDAY to the fullest.

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KALIGULA
KALIGULA
02:26 Oct 16 2012

That's why they're called movies love... they are brief escapes from our reality...





queenofchaos
queenofchaos
04:07 Oct 16 2012

Precisely =]





Slain
Slain
07:03 Oct 16 2012

It's very interesting how these "brief escapes from reality" can mold a persons way of thinking.





Slain
Slain
07:09 Oct 16 2012

HOLY FUCK! Slain managed a comment that 'seemingly' won't get this entire Journal Entry deleted due to fear of what others might see!



GOooooOoooOooOOOOO ME!! YAY





Waza
Waza
07:19 Oct 16 2012

As this teaches us compared to the reall world. The one who will love you like this, you will not I have seen it so many times.



Is it vanity, self worth or just taken for granted and there for dismissed as the love that one can always fall back on when one gets thrown back, rejected or looses ones focus to maintain a positive balance. Only to discard again once healed but never shut out from arms reach.





queenofchaos
queenofchaos
07:47 Oct 16 2012

Slain you're retarded.





Slain
Slain
09:12 Oct 16 2012

There's other comments on this, But you could always go in and snipe my comments out.



Just sitting here listening to you on the phone how I am retarded.



:: shrugs:: lol





 

Here we go.....

02:48 Oct 15 2012
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Seems I am going to write my own song...



Since I like writing my own endings...



Truth fucking hurts, and really what the fuck!! What won't kill me, will ONLY clearly harden my skin and make me stronger.



I will not be your doormat.

I will not sit back and allow you to take advantage of my kindness,

or my 'laid' back approach.



You're the coward.



You're the one that is two-faced.



You know, if you hate me...man up and say it. I'd respect you more for telling the truth...

then hating you for the deceit.



Saying one thing directly to my face, and turning around and CLEARLY stating the opposite.



Your loose lips are disgusting.



I thought you were different.



I thought YOU were an Adult.



I was clearly wrong.



You're my protector?

You really need to shake your head on that one.



A protector doesn't allow one to openly, unknowingly walk into a battle field...knowing full out I'd be attacked, with no hesitation you sat back and enjoyed.



If you think that person is going to stand by you..you're the true fool. They will cut your throat FASTER then you can blink.

It's been proven over and over and over again.



Sad...



So do you want to start war?



Because I'm fucking ready.



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Verse 1 of the Storm...

16:53 Oct 14 2012
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Well...



Seems you are showing your true colours.



Do you think you're better then me?



Do you think that your "buddy" would appreciate hearing what YOU were doing behind HIS back...with this "some chick"??

OR really what you were TRYING to do, but seems she lacked interest...

rather moved on??



Bitter? Angry? Out for revenge?



Your words are cheap...and your love is phony.



I've had you pegged from the start.

Even today, I knew what you were up too, I believe made a comment BEFORE you even opened your mouth.



Did I run? No...why?



Seems guys like you, are the true "fools".



You put on this huge persona...and meanwhile it's all a show...merely an act.

That little boy still cries at night, knowing he's not 1/2 the man, he portrays to be.



I never knew you...and I will NEVER know you.

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You're NOT funny

11:30 Oct 14 2012
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You're NOT funny.



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Slain
Slain
12:44 Oct 14 2012

♥ ♥ ♥





Slain
Slain
23:32 Nov 05 2012

All that is left, of something that brought a smile to my face...





 

Hmm...

07:54 Oct 14 2012
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Wow..



Some people need mood stabilizers!



Like I mean one minute you're their friend...everything is moving 'tick-a=tee boo'.



Few days go by...NO messages are EXCHANGED.

Noted I said EXCHANGED.



The inbox receives as well as exports.



Then the next minute, you get tossed aside.



You know, when it becomes a reguiar occurrence it looses its affect.



One time it bugged me, now it's just expected.



You're a cool guy, that I enjoy talking too.



When you get your head out your ass...and stop being a moody asshole, my door is open.



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Yeah...

09:19 Oct 13 2012
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FUCK



CUNT



DAMN



BITCH



URGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

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Slain
Slain
09:37 Oct 13 2012

:: smirks::



Something vexes thee?





queenofchaos
queenofchaos
09:57 Oct 13 2012

I wrote a LONG journal entry.



I did these STUPID dumb goofy BRACKET things SOMEONE told me to do, when I entry something.



Then I "post" my journal...to see only the "title" saved. Everything was poof...gone.



FUCK me.





supernova
supernova
10:49 Oct 13 2012

Hates that. Try doing that from a phone then the lag comes and poof...you have nothing there. I feel your pain. Happens to me a lot. So I've decided to do short and sweet for now till I get a new phone LOL...





Slain
Slain
12:46 Oct 13 2012

Don't even TRY to say that was my fault.



Sheesh.





Oceanne
Oceanne
13:25 Oct 13 2012

I hate when that happens!





 

VERY SAD

05:50 Oct 12 2012
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This child killed herself yesterday.



It was a DIRECT result of being bullied.



People will NEVER learn.



Our worst nightmares...are "our own" race.



This disgusts me.



RIP Amanda Todd







Info on video:



A Vancouver area teen who told a heart-breaking story in a YouTube video of cyberbullying that led to an all-out schoolyard attack has committed suicide.



In stories and posts flooding Vancouver’s social media networks, #RIPAmanda is trending as people post news and condolences for the teen, Amanda Todd.



Amanda died in Port Coquitlam last night.

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Slain
Slain
06:38 Oct 12 2012

There's a reason I don't take kindly to people being unkind without reason.



FUCK!



This... will only reach so many... when so many cold hearts need to understand what they can do...





queenofchaos
queenofchaos
06:54 Oct 12 2012

Exactly hon...



It turns my stomach.






xRobin3x
xRobin3x
09:38 Oct 12 2012

i have no words for this. i am sad amanda died like this.





Oceanne
Oceanne
14:15 Oct 12 2012

:(





supernova
supernova
10:58 Oct 13 2012

Is why I support and donate to ETCB a non profit organization that stands for End To Cyber Bullying on a regular basis. They are one of the many groups that raise public awareness of this. Sad day indeed:(



And think of how many teens and people who do this and never get their story published because its too painful for them to bear. It rips my heart:(





HuldecMilecLyamis
HuldecMilecLyamis
08:19 Oct 14 2012

:(





 

LMFAO

05:32 Oct 11 2012
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Hey you fucking snotty bitch...



This is for you!!



FUCK YOU!



Grammar, queen.



Bwhaha.



Don't you have a game to go play?



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LordRazr
LordRazr
05:55 Oct 11 2012

wow





xRobin3x
xRobin3x
06:11 Oct 11 2012

O_o





queenofchaos
queenofchaos
06:42 Oct 11 2012

LOL



Hey it's all good, just too bad she never sticks around, and "bolts" I could teach her some tricks. Can't out bitch, the bitch.






Slain
Slain
07:43 Oct 11 2012

:: snorts:: Well, so playing nice. Is like... a foreign concept. But a concept. LOL



One that I'm unfamiliar with. But you knew that.





VenusFire
VenusFire
14:09 Oct 11 2012

LOL!!!! I love it.



I know plenty of "snotty bitches." ;)





 

Makes me think...

21:23 Oct 10 2012
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Really?



Honestly?



I thought I knew YOU better



Guess, it's I that didn't see YOUR true colours.



But hey, keep on rockin'



Keep doing "your thing"



Just know...it wasn't like that, and YOU

motherfucker

Know that.



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Oct. 10

13:51 Oct 10 2012
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This day changed my life forever...



I couldn't have asked for anything different, or better.



I love you, Oct. 10

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Makes one think...

00:31 Oct 10 2012
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It was a busy morning, about 8:30, when an elderly gentleman in his 80′s arrived at the hospital to have stitches removed from his thumb. He said he was in a hurry as he had an appointment at 9:00 am.



The nurse took his vital signs and had him take a seat, knowing it would be over an hour before someone would be able to see him.



I saw him looking at his watch and decided, since I was not busy with another patient, I would evaluate his wound. On exam, it was well healed, so I talked to one of the doctors, got the needed supplies to remove his sutures and redress his wound.

While taking care of his wound, I asked him if he had another doctor’s appointment this morning, as he was in such a hurry.

The gentleman told me no, that he needed to go to the nursing home to eat breakfast with his wife.

I inquired as to her health. He told me that she had been there for a while and that she was a victim of Alzheimer’s Disease.

As we talked, I asked if she would be upset if he was a bit late. He replied that she no longer knew who he was, that she had not recognized him in five years now.

I was surprised, and asked him, ‘And you still go every morning, even though she doesn’t know who you are?’ He smiled as he patted my hand and said, ‘She doesn’t know me, but I still know who she is.’



Makes you think a little, huh?



One day.....I wanna be like that man.

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petedarkness666
petedarkness666
03:10 Oct 10 2012

You deserve a man like that.



One day, I want to be THAT man





TheNooseKing
TheNooseKing
14:10 Oct 11 2012

That man, is a real MAN.



Some days, I feel like that man.





DarkMuse
DarkMuse
16:06 Oct 11 2012

What a great, touching story...the elderly could

probably teach us a thing ot two:)





 

...truth

19:48 Oct 09 2012
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This is for the girls who don't always win.



The girls who stay up all night listening to music that inspires them.

The girls that laugh, smile, cry and think on a daily basis.



The girls who love, learn and regret.



The girls who never have it easy.

The girls who learn the hard way and tell about it.



The real girls.

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LordFangor
LordFangor
23:57 Oct 09 2012

I have always liked those the best.





deathnitegrl
deathnitegrl
10:53 Oct 11 2012

Very nice entry.





 

<3

10:26 Oct 09 2012
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You can see me?

08:46 Oct 09 2012
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I love this Photobucket

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Thank you...

18:34 Oct 07 2012
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I got to talk to my wolf yesterday...



Just hearing your voice...your laugh, and the funny little noises you make, put a smile in my heart.



Like I said yesterday to you...



I fucking adore you, and always will.



You told me that I was still the most amazing person you've ever met,

well you know what wolf...you're still the most amazing Wolf I've ever met.



Always be you...



I love you Visiden, that will never change.



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PRIVATE ENTRY

07:57 Oct 07 2012
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Mine

21:24 Oct 06 2012
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Oh and another thing...



One thing you can do, to assure who you are...



Take a look at your children.



If you are fortunate enough to have them...



They are a product of you!



I couldn't be more proud of mine...



They've turned into loving, caring...and motivated children. They are passionate about who they are, and are strong in their beliefs, and don't take "no" for an answer.



But most of all...they are RESPECTFUL.



I tell them daily, how proud I am of who they are.



Makes me proud, assures me...I did something right.



My babies, are my world.



Simple.

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Growth?

21:15 Oct 06 2012
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I guess today is a thinking day...



Just over all that I've experienced and who I am today, from these said experiences.



Remember what doesn't kill you, makes you stronger!



But that's ONLY if you learned something...



If you take nothing out from your pain...no growth, then you will stay down.



Choose to live,

Choose to die.



Guess what, I choose to live.



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Holy mother fucking shit.

01:31 Oct 04 2012
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Holy mother fucking shit.



I've been meaning to post this for a few days, and it's just an overview...lol



When I post…imagine ME,

posting in MY journal,

my VERY own journal for that matter…

MY thoughts or feelings.



Sometimes I SHARE shit because I’ve just wanted too, or some random thought came to mind.

I post stuff that's for NO specific purpose or reason,

other then I just damn well wanted too.



IF my journal is DIRECTED towards YOU, you will fucking know.



I don’t react out of anger.



I am a lot of things, but I am NOT a coward.



I will charge things/people full force if that is what is required of me…

even if I might get trampled on, I will at least die trying.



I don’t need to be defended, and then there might be times I ASK for support.

The key word being ASK.

There might be times that I should have asked, and didn’t… but that’s MY issue or concern to address.

But ONLY when I do actually ask...never assume I need someone to fight my battles.



The way I look at life, I’m a big girl and I believe that when “You've made your bed and you'll have to lie in it.”

Meaning that if I have done something I am the one that can answer for my mistakes and I’m the only one that can speak on MY behalf.



I’m a PRIVATE person. I do not get off on the world knowing my personal business.

You don’t like that, I don’t care.

That’s who I am…It’s not like I hide who I am, I am me…take it or leave it, but don’t try to change me.



Now this doesn’t mean…that I’m you can’t show an easier route, or that I don’t want to hear alternative suggestions.

Means my beliefs are WHO I AM…my CHARACTER or what I stand for…and the chances of YOU changing that are slim.

I never say never...but I can say, “good luck with that” if you’re thinking you can change who I am, or what I believe.



All I can say, is...I should come with a warning label.



If you can't handle me at my worst, you sure as fuck don't deserve me at my best.

That goes for ANYONE, all friends.



Yeah yeah I know, I swear more then a girl should.



Don’t like it, tuff.

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Slain
Slain
10:00 Oct 05 2012

:: smirks::



But don't you have to listen for 'suggestions' to have any effect?





 

Fake/Real Friends

05:14 Oct 03 2012
Times Read: 2,241






I liked this...



FAKE FRIENDS - Never ask for food.

REAL FRIENDS - Are the reason you have NO food

FAKE FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr /Mrs

REAL FRIENDS: Call your parents DAD/MOM

FAKE FRIENDS - Never seen you cry...

REAL FRIENDS - Cry with you

FAKE FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back

REAL FRIENDS: keep your stuff so long they forget it’s yours

FAKE FRIENDS - Know a few things about you.

REAL FRIENDS - Could write a book about you

FAKE FRIENDS - Would knock on your front door.

REAL FRIENDS - Walk right in and say”I’m home”

FAKE FRIENDS - Will help you up when you fall over.

REAL FRIENDS - Will jump on top of you & shout "dog-pile”

FAKE FRIENDS - Are around for awhile..

REAL FRIENDS - Are for life .

FAKE FRIENDS: say “love ya” in a joking manner

REAL FRIENDS: say “I love you” and they mean it

FAKE FRIENDS: will read this.

REAL FRIENDS: will steal this.

FAKE FRIENDS: will just pass this.

REAL FRIENDS: will like this



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Slain
Slain
05:43 Oct 03 2012

Heh heh...



You know... this says nothing about the "Fucking your friends" Policy.



What's yours?





 

Amen!!

19:11 Oct 02 2012
Times Read: 2,268






When your up,

your friends know who you are.

When you're down,

you know who your friends are.







Thank you for being my friend.



I'm posting these, and NOTHING is "wrong"

I just have been meaning to add this

for awhile now.



When I needed my friends, they're ALWAYS there!

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Naraku
Naraku
19:39 Oct 02 2012

So true. I learned that lesson in 2008, only one of the few that I was surrounded with was there when I needed them. Haven't spoken to the others since.





tr1n1ty01
tr1n1ty01
19:57 Oct 02 2012

Love this!





 

OH this is good

19:07 Oct 02 2012
Times Read: 2,270




I was the one who said things changed;

you were the one who proved it.

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Truth

19:01 Oct 02 2012
Times Read: 2,276




Friendship is not capable of ending

For if it ends it is only

because it
never
existed.

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dude, seriously?

17:09 Oct 02 2012
Times Read: 2,295






There's one dude on here...Spewing from the mouth something fierce.



Are you trying to come across as knowledgeable?



More "informed" then most?



More educated, because you can copy and paste your goggle searches?



I thought you were "cool" from a distance.

I've never personally spoke with you, I mean you have been around, with your "high" level profiles,

you're a CM I believe...but really, from what I've seen of YOU over the last week, from reading your journals.. and please don't think I was in anyway influenced about who you "are" or what you've "done" I'm basing this souly as what I see of you!!



You're just a bitch in mans clothing.



You're a drama whore.



Get over yourself dude.



If you're reading this, (probably NOT signed in) and wonder if it's about YOU...

You're probably bang on.



Grow up!



No one gives a shit how long you've been here...



You're making yourself out to look like an asshole, that's it.

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Cameo
Cameo
18:13 Oct 02 2012

I don't like people like that either.





Slain
Slain
21:35 Oct 02 2012

One down... VR to go.



Oh and I wanna know who this is!!!



lol





 

Blah

06:17 Oct 02 2012
Times Read: 2,376




I speak for myself...perhaps others.



I'm don't give a fuck about who's refreshed what, what motherfucking rules apply to a "website" and frankly who is fucking who this week, or who has special powers, who is blocked and or banned or has lied.







At the end of the fucking day:



We ALL still



1.) Eat



2.) Shit



3.) Cry



4.) Feel



the same.





Oh and you also seem to FORGET why we sought this website out in the first place.



Get off it, and fuck off with all the JOURNAL postings.



Talk about "Drama"



Rant ended.

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DonkeyPunch
DonkeyPunch
06:20 Oct 02 2012

I speak for Vodka ... but agree with every word ;)



Slain
Slain
06:21 Oct 02 2012

Heh heh...






LaMuerta
LaMuerta
06:23 Oct 02 2012

I agree..Im so sick of reading about it...I wish they would find something else to fight about this week..hahaha





DonkeyPunch
DonkeyPunch
06:29 Oct 02 2012

Next week I am sure it will be 'Your underwear is the wrong color' LOL .... just sit back and enjoy !



slipknotbabe356
slipknotbabe356
06:39 Oct 02 2012

I grow very tired of the same person spewing nothing but BS everytime I or anyone else turns around. This has been going on for far too long! If the site is so bad as they claim it to be, log out or self delete or just shut the fuck up! It's simple as pie!





queenofchaos
queenofchaos
06:44 Oct 02 2012





DonkeyPunch - you could be partially correct, but I'd have to actually WEAR them, to have them 'guess' the wrong
colour.




Slain
Slain
06:48 Oct 02 2012

Heh... Yeah... She would have to wear them for that.



Lucky most of vr Doesn't know that's her habit



Let alone actually seen it.



Hmm?



Hahaha.




birra
birra
09:19 Oct 02 2012

Right. it's a website. Should be somewhere to go to relax. If it is a life priority, odds are you're not right in the head.





TLDG
TLDG
15:08 Oct 02 2012

I agree with you to sweetie I'm getting sick of it and I really don't care.



And underwear? What's this evil you speak of? :o >_>





 

Fuck you September!

10:58 Oct 01 2012
Times Read: 2,406










Summer has come and passed

The innocent can never last

wake me up when September ends



like my father's come to pass

seven years has gone so fast

wake me up when September ends



here comes the rain again

falling from the stars

drenched in my pain again

becoming who we are



as my memory rests

but never forgets what I lost

wake me up when September ends



summer has come and passed

the innocent can never last

wake me up when September ends



ring out the bells again

like we did when spring began

wake me up when September ends



here comes the rain again

falling from the stars

drenched in my pain again

becoming who we are



as my memory rests

but never forgets what I lost

wake me up when September ends



Summer has come and passed

The innocent can never last

wake me up when September ends



like my father's come to pass

twenty years has gone so fast

wake me up when September ends

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darkness82
darkness82
12:32 Oct 01 2012

It's finally over babes...:)





Slain
Slain
04:53 Oct 02 2012

Say Hello to



October,



Love.



It was more or less Rung in with Fireworks and Guns Blazing.




TheNooseKing
TheNooseKing
12:54 Oct 09 2012

Yeah, fuck you September.



You always remind me how long I've been on this Earth towards the end of the month.



September is a dick.








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