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06:37 Mar 31 2017
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Oh I really like this coloured thingy ma gingy

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06:13 Mar 31 2017
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Today was pretty exciting.
I NEVER announced it was my birthday, but then again I NEVER do
Started off with my son, and an amazing VERY touching card he made me
Then a friend before heading to work.
My children as well as my parents came into my work, with
gifts, CAKE, balloons and my father with his guitar to
sing me HAPPY BIRTHDAY! It was so shocking and touching when I looked
and ALL the students and staff were cheering and singing from the hallway!
Many more great things happened...gifts from a far, so kind and touching.
Thank you for those that made today, memorable.
Even thought my age, is rather unbearable to me this year.
Damn you 29!

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Liliancat
Liliancat
07:27 Mar 31 2017

Happy Birthday to you. May all your dreams come true





XbluesandX
XbluesandX
14:11 Mar 31 2017

Doesn't it feel wonderful to be loved?



Happy Birthday, beautiful Queen!!





DamionxApocalypse
DamionxApocalypse
02:27 Apr 01 2017

Happy birthday im glad you had a happy one





 

06:30 Mar 30 2017
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My mouth just hit the floor...



Random, unexpected and without notice!

What an awesome surprise.

THANK YOU



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Holy SHIT!



So very kind

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23:30 Mar 29 2017
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Yesterday…I’m still thinking about & reflecting on what I was obviously needing



Went to a conference with a world renowned motivational speaker.



She was simply AMAZING .



Many of the things she spoke about, I actually “preach” to my Nursing

Students on a daily basis.



It was pretty cool after the conference I spoke 1:1 with the guest speaker,

able to share with her, that I completely agree and even shared

as far as “preaching” some of the very same “techniques” she shared.

That we shared similar values, and have traveled many of the same roads.



She spoke about the listening to your inner core, listening to what your

body is telling you in everyday situations, Mental clarity,

maintaining composure in challenging situations, emotional awareness.

How to reduce overwhelming anxiousness, physical symptoms of stress,

miscommunications to mention a few.



She said a line that has stuck with me:



“ We are entitled to manage our space”



I just stopped in that VERY moment felt an incredible validation. Felt that all

the cards I’ve been handed in my life, how I’ve handled them…

is how I’ve HAD to handle them.

We have to “manage” our space.

WE know what we require, and that is NOT dictated by another human.

If people don’t have the proper tools to deal with life, they often fall deep into a dark hole.

Suffering from various ailments, addiction etc.

We cannot allow someone to push us past our breaking point. We need to learn what that point is, and stay within it.

YOU HAVE THAT CHOICE - You're in charge of YOUR BEING

Learn where we have to cut things, to stay balanced. Balance in life/work/play is vital.



Life is funny, as are the people we meet within it. There will always be that group/person that

you won’t see eye to eye with, that for whatever reason



So when things come our way we can deal with it in the best way we know how.

But it’s critical to learn when enough is enough.

Manage our stress effectively etc. But know, it’s okay to say… enough is enough.

ONLY YOU KNOW when that is.

LISTEN to your inner gut…it never steers you wrong.



Talking, finger pointing, name calling, frustrations, yelling, screaming, crying… can be good, can be bad.



People that know better, do better.



Plain and simple.



What you allow is what will continue. Walking away is HARD for me…

Years of standing taking what life brought to my table as taken it’s toll on me.

But it’s me…not perfect, not the worst, just me.



I'm still learning. I've made bad decisions, I've made really good decisions...all making me, well me.

Take it or leave it, that's YOUR CHOICE.

But I will always be the ruler, of who I chose in my life, and whom I cut...

and so are YOU





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birra
birra
01:55 Mar 30 2017

Sometimes we know these things, but don't recognize it for ourselves until someone else points it out. :)





ThedarkprinceVvvvV
ThedarkprinceVvvvV
14:32 Apr 02 2017

isnt it great when you come to that realization about managing your own space it is quite entertaining and fun once you start applying it.





 

Spring

09:54 Mar 26 2017
Times Read: 673


Spring is here!



It's so nice to finally see mother nature chill

& bring some BEAUTIful weather, this weekend.



It's so nice to get out, and enjoy fresh crisp mornings

toppled with a cozy blankets, oversized tea cups mixed

with a little peace and quite.



Lord knows I have a million things bouncing around in my coconut

but this time to sit and reflect is a good, a healing requirement.

I learned when I was able to reflect on life ALL aspects of it

I grew as an individual.



Oh the secrets my kitty could share, lmao.



Hope you're all getting OUTSIDE and enjoying life.

Sitting on here, sucking in all the negativity,

toxic relationships is never a good thing for anyone.



But to each their own



Happy Spring to those who give a fuck ;)



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09:58 Mar 20 2017
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09:39 Mar 16 2017
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Work hard

Play harder

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birra
birra
00:25 Mar 17 2017

make me.





queenofchaos
queenofchaos
05:11 Mar 17 2017

I miss talking to you my friend.





 

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06:25 Mar 14 2017
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05:27 Mar 14 2017
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Just thought I'd put out a journal as I've received some

nice inboxes from some cool ducks asking how I've been, etc.



Life is good...busy.



I've recovered completely from my abdominal surgery, with no complications.

I actually was stubborn and returned to work

only 2 weeks (to the date) of surgery.



I just can't sit in limbo, not sure how some people can sit around

day in day out for YEARS and enjoy it.



I need more, I need purpose....I guess *shrugs*



Anyway, just wanted to say hello...thank you to those

who actually sent me a PM asking about me and my well being.



You're all peaches, big juicy ones ;)

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