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Today....
18:01 Mar 30 2008
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Thank you to everyone who remembered what today is.
It's always nice to make the effert to leave something the night before so that when the person logs in, it's already there...
*hugs you tight*
Thank you again :o)
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03:14 Mar 30 2008
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Orbs??04:58 Mar 26 2008
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Here is one of my forum threads....any more comments before it gets RIA or RIP'd ??
Orbs....
What are they really??
Are they...
The popular name given to typically circular anomalies appearing in photographs ?
In photography and video, orbs appear to be balls, diamonds, or smears of light with an apparent size in the image ranging from a golf ball to a basketball ?
I have recently lost a person who was near and dear to my being...whom I loved more then life...after her funeral my whole family where together taking pictures when with 4 different cameras we started capturing these "orbs".... Now some believed they were our dearly departed...and others thought they were 'dust' on the lens etc.
Could they have been their Energy??
About me21:42 Mar 25 2008
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I will be adding this to my profile...when I redo it...not that you care, lol.
~ About me ~
My life is changing with who I am and who I've known to be. I guess it is what I am about to embark on...it's a whole new place for me. I am welcoming this transition with open arms and look forward to my new life...and where my path takes me.
I have been hurt in my life...and I have learned valuable lessons because of it.
I am not the kind of person that is going to sit and bash
another person...it takes two to tango.
I am a big girl and can deal with whatever is sent my way.
I will only take the positive from the experience. I am a lover by very sense of the word...
I physically need human contact, and to feel needed, wanted and respected is the best feeling and no other feeling like it....for to give yourself to someone is the ultimate gift...and should be seen as such.
Again I look at the positive side and all that I encountered within the last few years..
and with each blow,
I stood up and brushed myself off, and learned a valuable lesson.
Lessons in life are crucial to who we are and who we become, and I actually thank him for that. Because of this relationship I was literally suffocated and a part of me died and was badly damaged...however because of it, I am a better person for which I am grateful. It turned into a chapter of my life that I had put away, safely tucked from everyone and everything...including myself and away for know one to find again..
I have learned to never say never...
I am a very open minded person,
and I still believe that there is
someone for everyone...
I believe in love at first sight,
and that everything happens for a reason.
I love to love and love to be loved...
I have encountered many people here on the Rave...and I have grown a new family. You are all amazing, and I am so grateful that I have you all. I am interested in meeting friends and chatting so feel free to talk and say hi. I ask that you do not go ahead and add my msn address without asking me first, or I will decline the request. I am looking for people that can relate with me, and that can share with me...stories of them...perhaps help me better understand what it is that I can do, who can help me grow.
I have come over many obstacles in my life. I have had a good life...and I have no regrets...like I said everything happens for a reason. All the blows that I have received...makes me who I am today.
I don't hold grudges like I said and I am a very mellow person with an evil/dark side. If crossed like most I snap...and that is not a pretty sight.
I have learned to never say never and for this I was opened and drained of all my barriers and all the limitations I had placed up.
I started to see vivid images of my pasts..Started to see who I was, and who the people around me where. Those people I could see and the 'scenes' from the last falling out/battle...
I see the future and the battle that is coming again, and its not that far in the distance either...I was called a "page turner" that I can talk and tell the story like it was meant to be heard.
Hmmm, people05:46 Mar 25 2008
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Just when you think you know someone, they go ahead and blow you away....I guess our minds play tricks on us...into thinkin' people are something clearly they aren't.
I just don't get it...
I can't stand someone pretending to be someone they aren't. They are all nice to one person or a set of people, but get them 1:1 and it's a whole different ballgame.
You fucken coward...step up to the plate and play with the big girls...
Poem...22:05 Mar 24 2008
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A small boy
Looked at a star
And began to weep.
And the star said
boy, why are you weeping?
And the boy said
"You are so far away
I will never be able to touch you."
And the star answered
Boy,
If I weren't not already
in your heart
You would not be
able to see me.
Quotes....21:54 Mar 24 2008
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I saw this today...and thought to myself...
Wow that is soooooooooo true.
Then quickly I thought...
*Give your head a shake*
AT the moment...my life is17:42 Mar 24 2008
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23:57 Mar 23 2008
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I am cleaning house!
yes...
I am not talking about
my personal home...either
Settling...19:55 Mar 23 2008
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You see, in life we tend to take the easy route,
we stay with what's comfortable for the sake of
upsetting someone...or for the sake of saving
heart ache and pain. I have settled for years...
in my relationship. For the sake of many things...
but no longer will I settle and I don't have too...
Can you answer me this....
Was I dreaming?
Was this only my imagination?
Do you really exsist?
The touch that completed me, is it gone?
Why do I feel so numb?
Why do I feel so alone?
I am broken...
My journey over...
I sit on the side of the water...
Only looking in...
For the path I must take...
I don't know which way to go...
But I will learn that again...
Close Friends19:49 Mar 23 2008
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The following are close friends and others that I have met that have come to mean a great deal to me...
This person I absolutely adore.
His friendship is refreshing and needed...
I am here for him forever and always. I know
that we will stand by each other through thick
and thin...he's certainly my wolfy cop!!
I love this picture I took of him, an amazing day!
Lore
This person is the reason why I am on the Rave.
He introduced me to the site, for which I am forever grateful.
We have a bond & a special connection...
This picture I took of him in his best 'pose', lol.
Thank you again Lord. *smiles*
Also my thanks to Morrigon who edited this picture for me, along time ago.
Lordamel
I adore this man, he is who I call my Angel.
Hmm, not just who I call, rather he is my Angel.
We have spent hours upon hours talking about
everything and anything...
I adore him, and he is in my heart, where he will stay...
AngelofDeathandSorrow
This guy I have grown to care about dearly...
He is a good friend of mine for almost the entire time I have been on VR.
He is witty, funny...and well can hold a conversation!
When you get to know the real guy...
he is devoted kind and caring. *hugs*
Wolfman76
This girl well ... She is sexy, and down to earth, and definetly will tell you where you stand.
She is a straight shooter, and I love her to bits!
Her and I have had many talks...and she is someone that never judges,
only listens and hugs.
Kallisti
This is one of my dearest friends on VR...
He and I met when I first came on this site and came close quickly.
We had a time where we didn't speak for various reasons...
but we have rekindled our friendship, which is always great.
Masterdaemon
There are many more to add here, but I am done for now, I will add yous later....*hugs*
06:48 Mar 23 2008
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You know what....
Fuck you!
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04:29 Mar 20 2008
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...06:16 Mar 18 2008
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Urgh!
*sighs*
09:59 Mar 12 2008
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For those who I have shared the tragic story of my Niece...being diagnosed 5 short months ago with stage 4 Adrenal Cancer, at the young age of 18, has lost her battle yesterday.
She is the most amazing person....whom I can't tell you enough how much I love.
She is now with her mother...where ever they might be... I know she found her smile again...
I love you babygirl...Bye for now
.....11:41 Mar 10 2008
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I love this picture....00:00 Mar 10 2008
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Mmmmm23:41 Mar 09 2008
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Hmmm.....
I crawled out of bed this morning.....wanting and wishing I had You there....Needing the touch...that only you provide. Needing the feeling of being wanted, only You provide.
Why are you not in my bed?
Why are we miles apart?
Why can't we live, the way WE want...
*Sighs*
Hmmm...threads
13:09 Mar 08 2008
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Well I have to ask something...and I want to CLEARLY STATE PRIOR TO ANYONE FORMING OPTIONS...I AM NOT NAGGING, or BITCHING...I am merely wondering...
When someone posts a thread...it's allowed to be manipulated and things removed at "someone else's judgement" just because they are dominar's??
Don't get me wrong...it's not a fun job...I can think of more fun things I would rather do....but to write something in a thread to only see that someone else has edited it, without a note stating that they edited or removed things from it..is that really a good thing?
I didn't think anyone anywhere could take things out, without your permission? As that is not what I wrote, as it was edited.
Hmmmm...not sure if I like that one.
Dreams and their meanings....21:49 Mar 07 2008
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I have posted in the main forums about Dreaming...but I have had times literally where I stopped dreaming all together, and other times my mind won't shut off.
Why is that??
Example...I can't run in my dreams, if there is ever a time that I would need to "Run" I have a struggle with it, it's like I am going in slow motion, however low and behold I can fly.
It's amazing, and totally and completely exhilarating. I can rise about the earth and fly into the air with no fear just complete freedom!
I know that all my dreams are not so "heavenly" but that is one that I wake up....refreshed.
You used too....
17:57 Mar 05 2008
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You used to write for me.....now nothing.
You used to say I love you with desire and lust in your voice...now nothing.
You used to put me top priority...now nothing.
You used to call me out of the blue, for no reason....now nothing.
You used to make the time for me, just because...now nothing.
You used to love me....
Mmmm, thank you14:38 Mar 02 2008
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Just wanted to say thank you to a friend that made my night last night. Just sharing and talking is so relaxing and I appreciate you. I just thought I would let you know that....and you know who you are, well you should....LMFAO.
Thank you
14:21 Mar 02 2008
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Thank you to Lore for a very enjoyable day yesterday.
Your laugh, your smile and your words are all missed and I am glad that we have had all the visits in the last 2 months, that we have had.
Sadly I am sitting here today wanting more. I am "in your neck of the woods" for one more day and I didn't get my fill of you....
*sighs*
I love you baby....thank you again.
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captainglobehead
11:24 Apr 01 2008
Please forgive me for not doing something earlier. I didn't know.