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Sneaks in with a warm Bowl of water gently lifts your hand and places it in the water.. Says Sleep Well my dear in the Morning the Lycan will come out in you
**Evil Grins**
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16:39 Jul 27 2012 Times Read: 1,138
To my friends that are worried about me..don't be.
They're things I have to do...
You might not understand why...but it's not for you to understand..it's for me.
I don't want the lecture..I want you to be my friend.
we all make mistakes in our lifetimes and we are all wrong at times. as long as we learn from our mistakes then its all good. rofl we all know you is a big girl with a big butt:P. and can handle more than most?? must have big hands too then ? rofl
FUCK...wrong again.
14:55 Jul 27 2012 Times Read: 1,152
Should I?? or Shouldn't I, is the question.
*shrugs*
…that’s a good question.
I’ve bounced this around my mind for a few days now. Why should I..I thought..and other times thinking why shouldn't I...
Watching the time..butterflies starting to build.
Nervous..anxious, excited…scared.
The time arrives…hands start to shake, heartbeats faster...butterflies start the famous Riverdance within my stomach…face flushed
Calling card in hand…
I dial the number…
A man with a very English accent answers the phone, very helpful…asks for me to speak up, for he can’t hear me…
meanwhile he doesn’t know what this call even remotely means to me.. and the decision I went back and forth with, to even make the call
I ask if you’ve arrived, if you’ve checked in yet.
A pause…
“No” there is no one here by that name. He then says "wait.." and I smiled....thinking there you were.
The man yells out.."Excuse me, what's your name?" I can't hear the other mans voice...but I then heard clearly "no, sorry..it's not him"
Heart sinks, and instantly I think “I knew I shouldn’t have called.”
I hang up…thinking why the fuck did I call??
*sighs*
Went and mopped floors…put dishes away..
Pacing, angry..and confused. Doubting everything that was in the last message.
After a few minutes, as I always give someone the benefit of the doubt…I walk to the phone, grabbing the calling card again.
Sits down..taking deep breaths..thinking should I try 1 last time...and before I answer my own internal voice, my hand instinctively reaches for the phone..and starts to dial the 1-877 # again
The same friendly mans voice answers the phone…I ask for you..his voice stating, “oh right, no he is not here.”
He asks, what time was he checking in…I replied 1400.
Ah right well it’s 1435 and he’s not here.
I thanked the man, and asked him to relay a message..that I won’t be calling back.
*hangs up phone*
Closed eyes..and immediately thought what a fucking idiot I am.
i was seriously so lost in london, i had no idea how to get where i was going and had to change buses and crap due to olympics starting.... i tried sonia, as hard as i could... even got angry at a bus driver and i dont get angry normally lol
im gonna be late for my own funeral . they gonna be burying an empty casket. theres nothing wrong with you. you are doing what you feel you need to do.
...you inspire me
10:13 Jul 27 2012 Times Read: 1,161
Wow..thank you. You know who you are!
"You inspire me Sonia, to be as open and honest and caring as you are a truly amazing thing, there is not alot of people around like yourself and im truly blessed to know your amazing self, and hopfully i will learn something from the great Queenofchaos and i look forward to keep on learning."
You were the one that bent over...or it was suggested you bend over...I was merely an innocent bystander.
oi..
06:14 Jul 25 2012 Times Read: 1,242
I have to admit I am surprised tonight to read some of the latest journal posts.
Talk about "keeping it going" and instead of stating just the facts you lower yourself (and you don't have too) and continue speaking about such stated issue.
The simple fact that it even made your journal baffles me, tbh.
Oh well, to each their own...but people that 'don't get involved' are right in the center of the ring...
fueling that fire.
I personally have bigger fish to fry...
I am learning that I am no one's "toy".
You can't put me on the shelf to only remove me when YOU want.
The door goes both ways...and I can't just be 1 person's friend...or only speak with 1 person.
I am sorry that you don't talk to other ppl on this site,
See the thing is...we ALL wake up some-days in bad moods, and ACT on that feeling.
I woke up to something that happened directly to me...that caused this attitude. However it didn't last long. I nicely tucked myself BACK in bed...and slept for another 3 hours.
See I wanted to start my day over again, which I did. I was awoken from my slumber only after sleeping 3 hours following the 12 hour night shift I just finished. Which only accelerated the said 'incident'.
Turned out to be awesome day
Remember life is what you make it.
Choose to be that bitch, or choose to be someone you like...as well as others.
I can NOT believe I of all people am even talking about this.. But I want to set a few guidelines down, for those who don’t know me…and my take on this subject.
There ARE drama whores, and there are NOT drama whores.
It’s simple.
If you have to continuously speak about “not starting drama” or “no more drama”
guess what,
Psst. YOU ARE DRAMA!
By me entering a broadcast…and if I walk in on a conversation that has NOTHING to do with me…or is a ranting and raving about someone, something…or SHIT going on in YOUR life.. I don’t give a fuck about it…and I will leave.
Period.
Does this mean I don’t like you?
No..
Does this mean I am talking about drama, as I clearly state “I can’t listen to this” and leave the webcam/broadcast??
No..
Does this mean I just simply can’t fucking stand to listen to other ppl’s SHIT and baby drama, or who they are fucking or aren’t that week.
Yes..
Understand that buddy?
Oh right, and I don’t want to be your friend anymore because you “talk” to them.
GET OVER YOURSELF!
I couldn’t give a flying fuck WHO is fucking who, or who is friends with each other or who’s knocked up this week etc.
This is a website that brings me away from life…and into a place that USED to be fun.
People are ALL getting sick of the same shit.
You can’t click on webcams without reading a million topics of drama. Or someone angry broadcasting and ranting and bitching about someone else.
Kismet wars…or click journals and POW in your face AGAIN!
Oh but that’s ok, because they will make an apology that will be posted in this said journal, someone will screenshot it..and put it in their journal and just keep talking and feeding into the virtual toxic spread.
An apology is changing, NOT TALKING about it!!
Just doing the same SHIT over and over and over, sorry means FUCK all.
Just grow up, and deal with reality like the 15% population on this site that are ‘normal’ and don’t have to spread their personal private business for a bunch of complete strangers to read and get tangled in. I don’t care who your banging this week, or last week for that matter.
I would have to say: “There are some people who live in a dream world, and there are some who face reality; and then there are those who turn one into the other.” :)
hahaha!!! I agree! Matthews voice makes me melt and well, Channing, mmmhmmm!! I wanna see the movie, but I am not sure if I can control myself. I bet all the men hang around outside the movie theaters where this is playing, so when all the ladies come out they can reap the benefits of Matthew and Channing lmao!!
im a very touchy feely sort. hugs and kisses are of huge importance to me
Happy International Kissing Day!
00:56 Jul 07 2012 Times Read: 2,055
Did you forget to kiss your partner goodbye this morning as you sprinted out the door??
And style?
Women prefer it French with some (although not too much) tongue action, while men prefer a sensuous kiss on the lips.
So how important is kissing to your relationship?
"In terms of a long term relationship, any type of physical contact — and kissing seems to be one of the more intimate ones — is important to just maintaining the feeling that you're in touch."
Wheteher it be your significant other, your kids, your parents or somebody you care about or love, every kiss says something and his its own history and meaning...:)
Wow..
19:38 Jul 06 2012 Times Read: 2,075
OMG I just had to share!
This is an ACTUAL email correspondence:
" i know it will be competition but my wife has started Photography Business and we dont have a Photaophers Camera we just have a regular Digital Camera and i ewas wondering if you would have an old one you could us for round 500 let me know or let me know where we cann find one thats bout all we can afford rite now THANK YOU"
Hilarious.. Who would take them seriously, I mean they might even get the captions wrong on the photographs! I never knew you were a keen photographer! If so I have some nice shots in my journal only thing is my wee Nikon fizzled out on me :(
Their loss not yours, they have a saying in these parts : "Certain people are better lost than found...", quite a few people I know would give their front teeth to be half the human being you are...
dont worry about it ive got 15 blocking me . shit happens
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06:32 Jul 03 2012 Times Read: 2,256
i think my head is going to pop....
So many things are running around in there...
So many things I want answers too, but do I really want them...or should I just be settled with the unknown.
Why do things hurt so bad? Why does love hurt? It's suppose to be what we all crave...need...want....seek. But it's the one thing that can fucking crush us in seconds.
You know im around if yah ever need to talk. I guess love hurts becuase we give ours fully to the other person, and there probley the only ones who can do so much damage to ourself becuase of that love..I think its becuase we let them right inside, we let them see every little part of us, and then give them our hearts along with it and we trust them with it, so we give them the power to hurt us but never truly believing that they will do it because they are after all supossed to love us like we love them...
lycanthropy is the transformation from human to a werewolf. So, the word Lycan is a short word for lycanthropy. Both are related to each other and technically, are the same.
COMMENTS
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ladySnowStrixx
20:09 Jul 29 2012
LMAO!! lol love you too Queenie.
LordFangor
20:40 Jul 29 2012
It all sounds pretty anal to me !