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Loook at my smile

I seem happy

Look deeper

It's fake



Look in my eyes

They're beaming back at you

Look deeper

They're lifeless



Look into my heart

It's full of love

Look deeper

It's full of anger and pain



Look at my soul

I'm alive and carefree

Look deeper

I'm dead and alone



If only you'd have paid attention

If only you'd have cared

Maybe then you'd have seen the real me

Maybe then you wouldn't have had to look deeper

I always obeyed

I never spoke up

I loved you

But I feared you



I always said or did the wrong thing

I never did anything right

For you "Sorry" was never enough

You always had to get rough



You made me a bitter person

You couldn't keep your hands to yourself

Thanks to you I'll always be afraid

The pain you caused cut like a blade



I hate you for what you did

You made me think I deserved it

I finally realized you were wrong

You were never really that strong



I let you get to my head, but not anymore

I never have to take another hit or push

You're the weak one now

How does it feel?