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Hmmmm I'm in the hospital again. My friend is having a coil fitted which is gross and I get to wait outside. Marvoulous. Heh... Guess I get time out from shitty college. Which I hate right now as I keep attracting all the friken weirdos. In the last 2 days I have gained 3 new stalkers

.which takes the piss just a tad. Fucking fantastic maybe I should just wear a shirt that says FUCK OFF I'M NOT INTRESTED!!! Although I have a feeling they won't give a shit. Great.

ahh, i have abandoned my journal. im sorry, ive just been soo busy looking after the kid sister and looking after my older sister whose op it was, so i hope im forgiven,



anyways, i was bored so i thought i would come on here, cause thats how i roll. LOL



naw, just listening to nirvana which rock my world i may like to add.... what happened to the days that i would listen to nirvana when wrecked, oh yeah... too fucking busy now. great.



anywho, im bored now, laterz

im so, depressed, there is no other word for it, and the funny part is, i dont understand why, not a clue.. i try to be brave and not wallow in self pity all day as i have work/college and my kid sister to look after, but that does not stop my mind, i dont know, its different from the other times ive been like this, normally, theres a reason for a start, usually some dickhead boyfriend, and i can see the good parts of life, not this time, its like ive been sucked in a black hole.



i osuppose i just got to let it go, and i believe it will end when it does. anyway.... i dont want to depress you too so, im off...



laterz

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martin
19:50 Mar 11 2011

shared pain is a gift ... enough said ?

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FUCK SAKE! i am so pissed off. i just got a call from the police telling me that the dickhead of an ex of mine is trying to jump of a building. again. and hes asking for me. so i have to go along and pursuade him NOT to jump, but instead, i tell him to go on, it would be make my life easier as i wouldnt be called out every couple of months, and also he is only doing this for attention and if he really ment it, he would have jumped by now.



you may think i am a heartless bitch, you could be right, but im just fed the fuck up with this, he is just doing this to make my life hell, he refuses to take his medication he pulls STUPID pranks like this alot, and all to "win back my heart" urm, i think not!



if he loved me like he said he does, then he would not have tried to kill me, would he? he would NOT be acting like a crazied lunatic.

jeez, well at least the police get to sort this crap out.....



well.. ive calmed down alot, now im at home. great, a place to brood, or to get a shotgun, and finish the job for him....

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martin
14:52 Mar 04 2011

i would have let him jump. i wouldn't stop anyone

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poisonwhore
15:03 Mar 04 2011

hes too much of a pussy to jump. as i said all for attention, allthough i was all up for him jumping!

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Army
15:52 Mar 04 2011

You can refuse to go, you know. Just tell them he's fucking nuts and you want nothing to do with him. If he's too much of a pussy to jump then you've nothing to worry about anyway, right?

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poisonwhore
18:48 Mar 05 2011

really, i can refuse?

thanks for telling me that, ill use that next time.



yeah he is too much of a pussy, and you right,



thanks!

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brrr.... its cold. i have just taken my two Alaskan malamutes out for there walkies and wearing a skirt in March may not have been my best idea but hey, i have had worst.



im really nervous, myn older sister is going in for an operation in a couple of days and im not a fan of hospital or family members going under major surgery, so you can see why i am stressed....

im also looking after the kid sister for two weeks, which im worried about, i mean, i can barley look after my self never mind her!!! but my dad has confidence in me.... for what thats worth....



anyways, im currently downloading some music for the kid sister, some good shit, like soil machine head and more of my favs, im slowly turning her into something good!



she thinks im so cool now a days, she comes into the house with eyes as wide as a kid in disney land for god sake, i secretly love it too... i mean she thinks im AWESOME!



yeah i bought her an ipod, cause my dad only got her a lil shuffle so i took that bacck and bought her an actual ipod, and she loves it.. which is good... anyways, as i said quite busy , so ill speak later,



laterz

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Styx
19:39 Mar 02 2011

awww im sorry to her...



and yes you are very awesome!!!

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poisonwhore
13:32 Mar 04 2011

she will be fine.... im worried that i might corrupt my kid sister and i thought we already knew that? LOL :D

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