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16 years
19:32 Oct 13 2024
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I haven't been active, not truly, on this profile in a good while. I've been consistently a member of VR for 16 years, and have met one of my oldest friends in these halls.

I've been a fairly private person as far as any social media goes. Something I didn't post here was my 2022 uterine cancer diagnosis. It truly changed my life, as in order to beat it I had to sacrifice any potential ability to have children. Before that I had COVID, both triggered a neurological disorder that still affects me to this day.

I have Functional Neurological Disorder, also known as Conversion Disorder. Today, as it often does, it has robbed me of my voice. I often have difficulty keeping my thoughts on one path, but my health has affected my family as well. I fight to not get bogged down with the mental and physical ways it pulls at me.

For anyone going through similar struggles...all I can say is take things a day at a time. Or even just a minute/hour.

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