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When I look into her eyes their is a strange sense of welcome, an odd aura which I love to be around. When she is gone my heart feels cold, like their is sompthing missing, a huge piece of myself gone. A piece which it seems like I can never have. Do I have sompthing in myself that completes her? Was she ever even incomplete in the first place? Am I just here because she dosent want to hurt me by letting me go? I dont know how to stop my mind from wandering.