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Why do I cry?

So many tears that lie

Little drops that speak of sorrow

They claim sadness I do not know

Anger I feel in almost every breath

Despise and the occasional wish for death

I feel hatred and a wish for danger

But it all just comes from anger

Where is this sorrow that they tell?

With so many I should know it well

Maybe my fury is my pain

If so then I fear that these tears are in vain

The heart slowly dies by degrees

Hatred tears the soul piece by piece

Anger is agony

It pulls the thread tight on a serrated edge

One more shift til the fray breaks

So lost within myself

Hatred tearing my soul in two

Anguished cry from a battered mind

Set me free

Let my agony end

I don't want to do this anymore

I don't want to care at all

Let me lie in the dark

Let me be where nobody sees

Hide me from the world

Or unlock the door and let it out

Reaching out to pick it up

That tool of release

Sighing ever so slightly of longing

Arm outstretched

Closed eyes as it touches

A silent gasp and lightly clenched fist

Open eyes to see

Taking in the source of ecstasy

One short line

One running rivulet

A smile of true pleasure

Aggression seducing my desire

Passion in erotic violence

Pain as pleasure

The blood rolls across my tongue

We are gone

Lost to the creature inside

Our desire fed by each other

Your sadistic smile for mine