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In the very recent past, I was struggling hard. It felt like everything I did to try improving myself, my situation, and/or my mood was temporary at best. In fact, it all seemed to make things worse. I was losing it. I genuinely thought I was losing my mind. I think it was because of my current situation. I'm getting ready to move, and I hate where I'm living now. Unfortunately, I've had to wait to do it right. I started feeling trapped, and it avalanched from there.



The other day, it hit me, I have less than a month left. I'm excited now. I can't wait to move. My last day at my current job is only a week and a half away, and I'm going to move the following week hopefully, maybe the next weekend. We'll see how things go. I'm not leaving until my landlords have checked the place out so I can get my deposit back. I've enrolled in classes now, and I put a deposit on a new apartment yesterday. I'm really looking forward to being in a city again.

I find it interesting that I haven't had any small random hallucinations since I did acid for the first time. I used to get what I like to call minihallucinations. They were small things like a door being the wrong color or something along those lines. It hasn't affected my ability to do those things intentionally though. I wonder why?