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Happiness running down my arm

Don't worry there's no harm

Just one, two, maybe three red trails

Medication for when medication fails

Clarity that is momentary

Eyes around me say it's scary

Considering the horror in my mind

This is what is truly kind

This pain is a short death

Killing the pain in every breath

One day I know it will be me

Dying from the pain you see

For now the red will quell

Fend off the agony that will swell

Lost and drowning

Sinking and sinking deeper

Pressure crushing hard

Screaming so silently

Choking on nothing

Sinking ever deeper

Darker and quieter

Eternal abyss consuming

Ever deeper

Taking all the pain you can give to me

Loving the sadistic pleasure you get

I just don't know which knife I like more

The one upon my flesh or upon my soul



More and more and more

Take it all away from me

More and more and more

Give me all that you have

More and more and more

Abuse me more and more



I'll give you all the pain that I can give

To see the masochistic smile you wear

I wonder which you enjoy the most

When you're tearing me apart or when you're torn



More and more and more

Take it all away from me

More and more and more

Give me all that you have

More and more and more

We exist for the pain

More and more and more

Sitting in the corner and laughing

Just laughing himself sick

A depraved grin on his face

A hollow gleam in his eyes

Laughing and writhing

Twisted in agony on the cold floor



Sitting in silence

Neutral eyes turned to the world

A ready smile for those that look

The shell to hide a breaking mind



Pulling his hair and screaming

Eyes open so wide they bleed

Screaming and screaming some more

His dislocated jaw spread wide

Voice so hoarse it's a whisper

In fury and pain he keeps screaming



Sitting in silence

Neutral eyes turned to the world

A ready smile for those that look

The shell to hide a breaking mind



Sitting in silence

A silence he can't hear

Inside the noise won't stop

Inside he hears it all

As the darkness comes upon the day I seek its embrace

I find my way in the shadows hidden from the attempts to light the evening

This is where my heart feels its pleasure

Where my soul finds its peace

Where my mind seeks rest

With the purity of the blessed night comes my life

In the wonderous dark is where I exist

Imagine if you will a beauty with raven black hair

A lady with dark green eyes that hold your stare

Ruby lips that speak of dark secret pleasure

And ivory skin more enticing than any treasure

Her body made wholly from elegant grace

On her tongue a whisper to make a heart race

From the moment you allowed her in your sight

Your heart, mind, and soul became hers this night

When there are no more thoughts to express

There are no questions left to ask

The words to say them have been spoken

The sounds fade away and silence creeps in

Everything to be said has been said

What more is there to be said

When all that's left to say is nothing at all