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07:54 May 19 2007
Times Read: 651
I stared at the clock waiting, it was finally time. It seemed like an eternity passed while I was sitting there. I had been waiting for midnight, it was the best time to slip into the night un-noticed. I grabbed my stuff and headed out the door. I didn't get very far before I noticed that something was off, I had expected it to quiet at this time of the night, this was too quiet. Even the wind as it blew passed me seemed to be hushed, and there was a stillness I couldn't explain. Despite this I continued. There was only a little way left to go 'til I reached the city limits, the last street light was just ahead. To my surprise I noticed someone standing on the other side of it, just far enough that they looked more like a solid shadow. Nothing to worry about, they probably wouldn't be able to recognize me, I was finally leaving everything bhind and I couldn't stop. As I passed, I saw the light dully reflect off a ruby red smile and out of the darkness a saw eyes that were green enough to rival any tree.
"I've been waiting for you," the voice alone would have been enough to seduce even the most virtuous of men.
My breath caught and I halted, there was no way anyone could have known what I was doing. "You can't stop me."
I gasped in awe, in one heart beat she had closed the gap between us. She pinned me by my throat to a nearby wall and leaned in close enough that I could feel her every word, "Sweet Darling," she spoke in the most alluring whisper, "I have no interest in stopping you." Slowly, she ran her lips down my neck until she found the spot she wanted. With unbelievable ecstasy I felt her teeth drive through my flesh. As she drew her crimson draught I felt a pleasure and release that is beyond words. When she finished, I had barely any life in me. As she pulled away from my neck, she leaned up and kissed me. I relished the mingled flavor of her mouth and my blood. Then she leaned to the side and brushed locks of hair darker than the night from away from her neck. With out hesitation I bit into her creamy flesh.
"It will be much easier for you to disappear now," she said as I finally pulled back, " since you will never be seen in the light of day again."
We walked into the night holding each other, body to body and soul to soul.
Fictional self-expression
07:08 May 19 2007
Times Read: 670
Anger and frustration, they tear me apart. Caused by my mental torture, this neverendingness in my mind. Who I am inside, who I am in reality, a never ending clash. My longing for companionship, and my desire to be alone, an eternal controversy within my heart. I want to live, and I wish for the end, a way to escape myself. Oh how I long to end it, but I despise the idea of suicide, a cowards path to me. I push on, the hope to make it through dwindling. My control over my selves fading. The internal struggle becoming more outward. I drown myself in music, to hypnotize the combatants. Occasionally pain I inflict on myself frees me from my struggle. Back in a corner of my mind, there's a place where I am free. In this corner is where I muster my strength. My only weapon is my will, a limitless power. It is my will that keeps me moving, not actually me. For the most part I do not exist in the outside world. It is because of this that I will continue pushing through long after I die. A drone, a mindless shell doing what I programmed it to do. Perhaps that will never happen, maybe it's because of that infinite power that the battle will wage until the very last, when my body finally gives out. It's said that for every action there is an equal and opposite reaction, if two equal forces hit head what then. I've seen images of vehicles inter-twined because of this, maybe that will happen to me. The opposing forces within me clashing with an equal and unimaginable force, there by melding themselves and becoming one. Until something happens I'll wend my way through this unchartable labyrinth that is my mind, continuing in the neverendingness.
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