Darkside? Do you really think that such a thing exists? Did you forget to put sunscreen on half of your personality? I personally believe this to be a foolish concept. Darkside-lightside. If you are dark than you are dark, the questions are how deep are the shadows and where are they darkest? I find that people have a bad habit of making 'dark' synonomous with 'evil' or 'bad' and that isn't necessarily right. 'Dark' and 'light' are equal in their capacity for such things.
If you like who you are than there is no reason to desire to change the past, everything in your past has helped in some way to make you you. If you were to change something from your past that would change who you are today, maybe not a lot but maybe more than you can imagine. The smallest things have the most astounding effects.
I've said it before and I'll say it again. I am not a vampire but I do tend to be somewhat vampiric by nature, it's simply a part of my personality. I would say that it more than likely comes from the fact that I tend to be very animalistic (animalism: A preoccupation with the body and satisfaction of its desires. That is only one definition), I have been since I was a child. Yes I like biting and I like feeding but that pleasure is desire not necessity, it does help provide a certain equilibrium for me sometimes but that's probably due to a psychological gratification. Masturbation and sex do something quite similar (put them together and oooh boy).
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