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Classes were great today. I'm still looking forward to this semester. I think Intro. to Theatre will be especially fun!



I didn't stay at work long, we were pretty dead. My friend picked me up while I was walking, and I got us pizza and watermelon for dinner. We chilled for a bit, and then we went to shoot pool with her brother. I totally dominated one of the games. I just couldn't make a bad shot for some reason. Not only would I make my shot, but the next was perfectly set up after the balls stopped. It was crazy.



After that, she and I went back to her place. We chilled some more, played with her cats, and exchanged massages. Playing with the cats together was really fun. I loved the massaging. Ok, there's nothing sexual about it, but her massages are better than sex. No joke. I can't even come close to describing just how amazing it feels.



Needless to say, I'm very content, relaxed, and happy right now. I'm chillin' on my couch with some good tunes and a root beer. What a wonderful day. :)



On the other hand, my left shoulder's gotten a touch worse. So, I decided to stop bitching about workman's comp. making me go back to the doctor repeatedly. I've also decided to suck it up and accept that I need physical therapy. The injury is clearly a bit worse than I thought.

So far, it's going good. I went to my first two classes, and I think I'm going to like them. My last class for the day isn't until 12:30. I'm looking forward to it, but it's quite a distance for me to walk to since it's raining out.

Classes start tomorrow, and I'm so excited! My first class is going to be Poetry. I'm really looking forward to this year!

Ugh. It's so bed time. It's been a long day, and I'm pretty worn out. Plus, I have to go to work early tomorrow. Blah. It's been a great weekend though.

Hmm... I don't know if i want to watch Live Free or Die Hard or if I want to play video games...

Dude. This chic that I was hangin' out with a bit last year just kind of pissed me off. She was kind of annoying last year too, but I have tried to be patient and nice. After today, I don't think I'll hang out with her at all.



Lately, I've been trying to do and be better. I've been being more productive and not sitting around as much. I ran into that chic while I was running to Subway to take a lunch break. I figured I'd give her another chance this year, and so I let her tag along. After I got my sandwhich, we came back to my place, and I ate. As soon as I was finished eating, I went back to doing some housework.



We were talking while I was working, and I was fine with that. Then, she decided to mess with my computer without my permission. That's not something I appreciate, and she knows that. I asked her not to, and I explained to her that the reason I didn't have it going is because it's a distraction for me and makes it harder for me to stay productive. So she tells me she's going to put on a show because I need to stop being productive and relax.



That really pissed me off. I'm trying to do better, and nobody can genuinely call themself a friend anyone if they blatantly do things to hold them back. I don't need somebody doing things to make it harder for me to stay on a good path, I have enough trouble with that as it is. Why the fuck would anyone try to weigh me down like that? Fuck that noise.

I haven't been quite as productive this morning as I was yestermorn, but there wasn't as much to be done either. I did pick up from having friends over last night, I exercised, and I just put a load in the wash. I need to do dishes at some point today, but I think I'm going to wait a while and just relax for a bit.

Being productive feels good. I've straightened up my bedroom and livingroom, cleaned my kitchen, cleaned my bathroom, vaccumed, got my clothes ready to go to the laundromat, took out cardboard, got bottles and cans organized to turn in later, and cleaned out my microwave. It's now 9:17, and I only got up a few minutes before 7. I'm on a roll of avalanche like proportions!

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mandiboo13
17:10 Aug 27 2011

haha awesome

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I've been up about 1 hour, and so far, it's already a good morning. I got a bit of exercise, then some breakfast in me, set some tunes on, and I have the awesomeness of the coming day to look forward to! Hell. Yes.

Just a note to all of you shut-in nerds: Poking girls on Facebook does NOT count as getting laid.

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Isis101
00:31 Aug 25 2011

LMAO!

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You know you've got problems when you see "massager" but read "masturbator".

I'm planning to go take a look at a truck later. It's a Dodge Dakota. I've been around a few of those, and they were all good vehicles. It's a '93 with about 180,000 original miles. The guy took some classes and did work on it for them. He told me he rebuilt the rear end and replaced a lot of parts on the motor. On the down side, the air conditioning doesn't work. I'm not worried about that though. It's a 5-speed, which I don't have a lot of experience with. That's cool though. It's gas mileage isn't super impressive, but it's better than not having transportation.



The book value on it is between $850-1300. I won't know for sure what it's worth until I look at it though. He's asking $1000, and that's right at the top end of my price range.



We'll see how it goes. I wouldn't mind having a truck, but I'm not going to get my hopes up too much. There still may be a better vehicle out there for me.

I think I might have self-esteem issues. It's come to my attention that I've missed out on a couple of good opportunities because I assume a woman's not interested in me. I've missed out on some good hook ups, and I've missed out on some potential relationships. I don't know why I'm so bad on picking up on those signals.

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xxEmaeraldxx
20:12 Aug 23 2011

Assumptions, are the mummy of all feck ups'!

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I just got back from the dr. I had to go in for a follow-up appointment for workman's comp. for my shoulder. Now the dr. wants to stick me in physical therapy, and the workman's comp. chic wants me to go back for ANOTHER follow-up. For cryin' out loud! I didn't even want to go to the dr. in the first place. It wasn't a serious injury. It may take a while to heal, but all it needs is time and caution. How much of my and the doc's time are they going to waste? I have to take time out of my day for the appointment, and I'm not being paid for it. It's bullshit.

What a day it was... What a long, long day. Work was so dead, it was ridiculous. We were barely able to keep busy.



I did find something interesting out today. There was a girl a while back that I had a little bit of an interest in. We sort of had one date. She kissed me, quite unexpectedly. Then, she tried to get down my pants. At the time, that wasn't really what I was after. The night ended a little awkwardly, and she was a total bitch to me after that night. Well, I found out that she fed her friend a bullshit story about that night. The way she told it, I practically sexually assaulted her.



Sheesh. If I'd realized that night that all she wanted was a good roll in the sheets, I'd have just done her and been done with her. What a bitch.

I've been happy a lot more than usual for me lately. I really like that. I don't know why exactly, but I haven't really looked too close at it. I'm happy, and I've chosen to accept that. On the other hand, it makes feeling frustrated or bummed about something all the more unpleasant.

Ack, my first hangover. At least, I think so. It's not really bad. I'm just walking like I'm still a bit drunk, and I'm a little dizzy. I'm not terribly surprised though, I was drunk longer than I expected last night. I didn't think I drank enough to still be drunk at 3, but I was. Oh well. Last night's fun was more than worth this little bit of unpleasantness.

What a night. I had a good time. It started with my drinking at home and running a Charmeed marathon. After I finished off my small bottle of whiskey, I hit the bar for free pool night. A couple people came in that I didn't really know, but one of them is on the same hall as me at my college and they joined me for a game. After a bit, a girl came in that I'm crushing on, and I found out she's the little sister of the guy I was playing pool against. Fun times followed. We all joked around and played pool. I needed a night like tonight. After tonight, I'm considering asking this girl out even more than I was before.

Sometimes, I feel like there's this thing inside of me. It's a beast, and it feels good when it "smiles". It's what makes me want to smoke, drink, and party. It's lust is insatiable and why I want to pin someone to the wall, rip their clothes off, and fuck their brains out. It's why I successfully stare cars down when I need to cross the street. It makes violence fun. It's my evil laughter. It's why pain is pleasure. It makes food so much more delicious. It's what people see in me when they tell me I'm creepy. It's the fire when I give in to my passion. It's me, but without my inhibitions, and it feels so good when I let it come to the surface.



As much as it's me, it's not. That's only because I hold myself back so much. I think I would enjoy life more if I let the division fade a bit.

Ugh. I'm having trouble falling asleep. Because I've been awake long enough, I'm getting real hungry again, and that's only going to make it harder for me to sleep. Eating would be bad though. Grr.

My manager is friggin' awesome.



Her: Ugh. I'm having mental problems.



Me: Mental problems eh?



Her: Yeah, I work with you. Anyone who's around you long enough is bound to have mental problems.



Both: Laugh



Her: Yes! A quick comeback! I always think of things a couple of hours later and wish I'd thought about them at the time, but not this time.

Sometimes I wonder if I'm crazier than I act, but then I think, who gives a fuck? As long as nobody's getting hurt, does it really matter if I'm completely nuts?

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Wilder
22:36 Aug 16 2011

tooo true hun xx

dont let anyone make you change YOU...fuck them

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Ha ha haah! It amuses me that someone actually believes I might take over the world someday.

heh heh I threatened to break my laptop over my knee if it didn't work, and it actually started working! HA! Take that HP Support! No money for you!

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Nicnic
17:18 Aug 16 2011

Well there's your problem... It's a HP. And a laptop...

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I've talked to more than one music instructor at the college I go to. Each time, the conversation has eventually gotten around to them asking what instruments I play. When I've mentioned that I only learned to play the viola as a kid, I've received a variation of the same question, "You didn't start on the violin?" I'm starting to get the impression starting on the viola is a little abnormal.

"Hi! May I speak to _____?"



"That's me."



"Hi. I'm calling about a survey to see which political candidate you currently..."



"FUCK OFF!" *hangs up the phone*



I'm thinkin' they probably won't call me again.

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PAGAN
19:57 Aug 11 2011

hahaha!

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BlackMetal888
20:19 Aug 11 2011

LOL!! i hate that shit.

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That's it! Just keep bangin' your head against a wall.

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SinginGhost88
00:30 Aug 09 2011

*thumbs up*

Works every time!

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Have you ever had the feeling that you're standing in front of a door to everything but can't open it because you can't find a way to?

I've been kind of busy for a bit now. I finally have a little bit of down time this week. I can't figure out exactly how I feel right now, and I'm not sure how refreshing time to myself is going to be. I'm definitely easily irritated.



Borders shipped out my Dresden Files book, but it's addressed to my old address. I've been trying to call customer service for the last several days, but I haven't been able to get through. I assume it has something to do with them liquidating. I finally called FedEx to see if they could do anything. They told me that the final delivery is going to be through the post office, so I was worrying about that for nothing. However, I did get an email telling me that there was a problem with the order and to call them to complete it. At this point, I'm not going to bother with it.