ive fucked up alot in my life. more than most i know. ive fucked up with my parents.ive fucked up in some of the best places id ever lived. and with some of the best people id ever meet. i never thought id ever fall inlove but when i fell inlove for the first time i fell hard.and i fucked that up (of course) after 4 months and now after almost a year later it still hurts.but i never thought id ever fuck up this bad. i was dating a guy back home when i moved up here and he broke up with me a while back. slightly hurt i came to vr.i made a new friend and we started talking on the phone and i really liked him alot. i felt like i could be my self around him and that i could tell him anything if i wanted to. well i did something to make him mad at me.and im not quite sure what, but he wont talk to me now.so somehow ive fucked up so bad and i dont think i can fix it no matter how much i want to or try. cole i love you and im very very sorry i understand if you wont forgive me but i am so sorry.
brandi
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