It has been 5 years since I have been on here. I find myself drawn to this world where no one knows me. It is easier to say things that no one in my life wants hear.
I am turning 21 soon. I work as a writer and I have moved from the small town I used to call home and I am glad for it.
My innocence is lost and I am trying to find myself. Oh and I have a darkness inside me that is consuming me. Maybe it is the one that prompted me to come on here.
I crave sustenance. I have gone out and I have sucked it out of everything that I can. I have danced till these feet have bled and this heart has exploded. I have laughed and I've cried and made sure the whole damn world heard it. I am no longer the scared little girl.
I am the one scaring the wolves now and I revel in it. I fight my nature every single day. So this is what if feels like to be alive?
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