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The darkness is inside me.

I consumed it,

choking it down like a hard, dry, chunk of stale bread;

inhaled it like the noxious vapors in a toxic smog that coats ur throat when you breathe in through your mouth to avoid the smell.

It seeps into my body,

invading me through my pours.

I feel it press against me

as it slowly forces its way inside.

It looms over me,

my proverbial dark cloud,

following my every move,

lurking in my own shadow.

I am heavy with it's weight.

It tires me and wears me down.

The slow, plodding steps I take,

move me no closer to my conclusion.

I can not force it out of me,

nor can I accept it as one with me.

Two inhabitants in my body,

we exist simultaneously.

It will not leave me unless in death

as only in death will I finally be alone.





Tanya Costa

10/24/06