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Time passes like a breeze:

you feel it briefly pass over you,

then quickly it has gone.

A year has gone now,

taking you with it.

Your death has cut my soul;

cut so deeply that still it bleeds.

I cannot seem to heal it;

cannot find a way to even dull the pain.

Everyday feels like it is the first moment I heard.

My mind refuses to accept that you are gone.

I see you in my mind so clearly,

as if you are here beside me.

I hear your laughter and see your smile.

It feels like just yesterday i saw you.

I feel so empty inside,

so lost and confused.

I still cannot understand what happened,

the questions constantly invade my thoughts,

questions that i know will never be answered.

It is these questions that continue to haunt me.

They swarm into my mind like a neverending swarm of flies

and I cannot chase them away.

Time continues to fly past me,

still here I remain trapped in my heartache.

Time will keep blowing away until I am no more.

I fear that I will forever be lost in this hell,

desperately trying to decipher your death,

failling miserably no matter how hard I try.



Tanya(January 28th, 2008)