i felt lil depressed last days...
all this work, so lil time, rainy weather....
i'm on a non talkative mood when depressed...
i didn't speak to anyone, so noone did answer to me!
i therefore felt alone and so even more depressed...
i saw that scotch bottle...
i feel like an alcoholic...so more and more depressed...
i had a party last night, with the same persons i spend new year with...
the 1st i had with them since that day...
and i get even more bored...
they were always laughing at me...
"don't let him get close to any glass"
they even made me drink in plastic....
i think i would have a greater time staying alone home yesterday...
thank god, the stores r close and i can't buy any alcool!!!
i hate it!!
seems anybody around wants me to do some more work...
and when i feel it's over, i meet someone else in that mood...
i felt depressed today...
i had to leave some friends i just spent good time with(aftertime it's always a sad feeling...).
and i was suppose to meet some other i couldn't...
i felt felt so lonely...
and that whisky bottle was so tempting...
u can imaging what happend next ;) or :(
depends on how u experimend alcohol...
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