This weekend was the nicest weekend I have had in awhile, and I got to reconnect with an old teacher who is no longer my teacher, but very great friend.
I never expected to reconnect with so many from my past. We never left on bad terms, just time separated the bond. It sucks to have to start to learn about them all over again because I and them are very different then we were back then.
The dynamics were still funny and laughable shooting the shit, but opening up was hard for me to let it all out because I do hold a lot of resentment for all parties to not keep in touch, or make the effort to just check in on each other. I am just as guilty I guess, but I am still learning.
I am still very reclusive and probably will stay to myself still. I have too much I am dealing with, and yes my health is still in the shitter. I am happy with myself and contented to just be me and not seek out anymore romantic relations. I think I have become A sexual. I know strange right? I just don't care for people to get to close to me even if it is just a platonic hug. I still love a boy on here very much, but I am moving onto whatever the road of life has in store for me.
Just wanted to update ♥
Be well:)
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