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right well im sick of getting logged out of this site for no reason at all, i messaged cancer and all he said was "if ur ip address changes then u get logged out of the site"



yeah i already knew that the reason i messaged him was to tell him that my ip address does not change cause i wrote it down before i logged on the site and then checked when i got logged out and it was the same.



if it does log u out then how come when i look on the "whos online" page i still see myself as being logged in but when i log myself out im no longer on the "whos online" page



it gets really annoying cause u cud be in the middle of doing anything and then u get logged out, it just pisses me off a great deal thats all, cause it happens at least 5 maybe even 7 times a day.



aaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh i dunno its all fun though aint it lol

aint wrote in here for a while but thats mainly cause i dont do fuck all but go to work and come on here so what a sad life i lead eh lol



went to my sisters baby's christening today only cause they asked me to video it, and it was so fucking shit, i made it clear i didnt wanna be there by sitting at the back with my mate the stupid vicor told us to come forward and sit closer, it was meant to last bout 20 mins but 40 mins later and it was still going cause he insisted on reading from the gospal and everything else, i could have just hit him or told him to go and fuck his god cause boy it pissed me off.



next time i get asked to go to any family event i want someone to remind me to look at this so ill know to just say no.

ive had it with trying to socialise with most people be it in real life or on the internet, with most its just a big waste of time



only a select few do i feel comfortabble speaking with and thats how its going to stay this whole fucking idea of making new friends just does not appeal to me one little bit anymore.

well last week i lost my cat, we had to put her down cause she was in to much pain and hard of breathing due to a build up of fluid that was pressing against her lungs.



i could not stay to see her being put down, i said my goodbyes and had to leave, she knew how much i loved her and how much she meant to me but now im all alone all of my friends have left me.



i know she lead a full and fun life, she was old nearly 14 (over 91 in cat years) so she had a full life but im still going to miss her so much along with all my other friends that ive had die, ratty, scotty, peachy, alfy and now the tibbs.