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MERRY FUCKING CHRISTMAS



im only looking forward to new years, if i wasnt going to see my mate then well new years wud just be as crap as this fucking day has been.

well a while back now some idiot got into my bank account and stole some money out of it, dunno who it was or anything but it was done around 200 miles from where i live, i can only assume it was done through the internet, it has since be dealt with and i have had my money back but still no clue who it was.



i have since then wiped my computer and rebooted it, now i need to buy from the net cause its an american site i order from, i have tonight now ordered over the net again and im hoping my account details does not get stolen again, lets hope eh.

i have always hated weekends, so lonley and they just give me time to think and remember all the regrets and stuff that i have in life.



i may hate my job but at least there im occupied with stuff to do and im not stuck thinking bout things, god help me with christmas i aint looking forward to it at all



i wasnt looking forward to the week off thats coming either but i am now cause im going to stay with a friend so it will be fun, just hope i dont get down or depressed there cause i dont want that to happen, im really looking forward to spending new years with her but then its just coming back home, thats wat i aint looking forward too.



my life is near enough hitting rock bottom again, only my friends are giving me hope, though even they are getting fewer in number

well just finished crying my eyes out, god i dunno why i let feelings get the better of me i really dont, i just wish i didnt have feelings cause all they do is cause me pain, its not worth having feelings, i dont want them



work has been going shit and the only thing getting me through it is the thought of one of the greatest friends i cud ever have, i dont ever wanna lose her never.



its just one of those moment where feelings get the better of u.

well im becomig a very boring person



i cant seem to hold down a conversation with anyone now a days, even my friends which i really want to talk to but have nothing to say at all.



i hate it but thats just the way it is, im supprised i have any friends really cause i was a boring person before and now its just getting worse.

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lestatsbride
22:21 Oct 12 2008

awww how come

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well what a shit week its been, those fucking people at work are doing my head in



my sister recently had a baby (anyone calls me uncle phil or anything like that on here and im blocking u) i hate babies and kids i cant stand them.

everyone keeps on asking me bout it, when am i going to see it and all this and ive told them time and time again that i aint going to see it cause i hate kids, its like they all think that everyone has to love kids, they are so fucking stupid.



they keep on and on at me all day everyday, i ended up shouting out to the whole place and told them all to fuck off and stop asking bout the fucking kid.



i mean my mum has loads of mates that work there and she tells them everything bout the kid so why cant they just pass the message round, i mean the place wud make more money as a gossip column cause of all the talking they all do.

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lestatsbride
22:20 Oct 12 2008

I hate when bosses gossip

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