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When I think about my life, everything that's happened, there is so much I regret. I was so stupid, I did so many things I shouldn't have, and if I could go back, I would do most things so much differently. I'm sorry, Puppy, for everything I ever did. I was horrible to you, I did so many things I shouldn't have. I was a stupid little girl, and you deserved so much better. I was very messed up, didn't know what I was doing. I didn't appreciate what I had, and I hurt you. I'm so sorry. If I could change it I would.



I wish I could redo so much in my life. So many times I've wronged people, because of my own problems. To anyone I've ever hurt, I'm so sorry. I wish I could change it all. I hope you can all forgive me.

Only a week and two days until my cruise. I'm scared though. I'll be completely alone. I've never ridden on a plane before, I've never even seen the ocean, and I have to perform in front of hundreds of people. Everyone expects me to do great. I don't know though. I really wish mom could have gone with me. Or anyone I knew at least. I don't like being alone, and you'll all be thousands of miles away. There will be no one to help me, to talk to me. I don't even know if I'll be able to text. I don't know what I'm doing. I just...I dunno. I'm just scared.