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today.. i am in internal suspension.. its so boring its only 9:46.. anyway i got grounded yesterday for getting dropped from my history class so i wont be on fer the next 4 weeks!!! hm.. yea yesterday my day sucked... but i dont care. today its boring as fuck..g2g later

today is.. uh valentimes day. n i fucking hated it!! ah haha people like um... yea ya know. i always hate valentimes days.. but i always have to live with it.. if ppl have a boyfriend/girlfriend the are all over eachother or if they dont have a friend thats a girl or a boy.. then they act all depressed n shit.. its gay!!! i fucknig hate it. BUT all signs point UP i guess? =) lol..

"yer great looking!" lol kevin!!! ah haha. mmm hmmmm. my friend is trippin balls right about now. shes so god damn drunk!!

i woke up.. found out that my parents had left me at home to go to the damn mall.. so i stayed at home n played video games all fucking day. (its because i am grounded) so then.. my greatest friend kevin called me!!! i talked to him about the weirdest things.. lol. like my dog n my sisters.. oooh nevermind. =) so yea i am pretty much bored as fuck.. so um yea. ah haha. mmm hmmm. later

today my EX said that i look very beautiful today.. :) that made me happy.. n uh these two girls broke up n i happen to like one of them. but im not supposed to i guess..? n i tackled my friend in the hallway again today!! ah haha good times. anyway. my day was good i guess.. i got another referral n then i got a day of internal..so yea fuck n ima get more on monday.. i just know it. people these days holy shit..they wont fucknig stop!!! :( omg.!!!! thats why i dont like relashonships.. i always fuck them up. damn it.

wow... my day. hm i got 2 more super saturdays.. n 5 more referrals fer skipping homeroom..lol damn it. i hate it when people tell me not to do something that i really want to do or i have to becasue well i dont know..it pisses me off so fucking bad.. hm..FUCK!!!!!! so how was everybody elses day? :)

today...hm.. i asked my best friend if she were bi would we date she said yes.. so thats a cool thing fer me.. um my friend did 4 lines of cocaine n couldnt breathe today n had to go to an ambulance!!! n uh i got asked out today by my friend!!! ah haha again. damn she just wont quit. i said yes though!!! ah im listening to slipknot right now... hm. n ah they are so fucking great!!!! god today i came to school stoned.. hm thats always fun too..well later!!

today.. uh i got in a fight.. some chcik got into my friends face so i pushed her n basically just started swingin..she tried to uh pull my hair? hm weird...but yes otherwise my day as ben going unpleasantly BORING...but..my "friend" ron is a comin over so i guess it wont be that boring.

hm..yea

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i fell in love with my friends weiner doggy yesterday. i just wanna eat her...so is so fat and lazy as fuck. but she eats alot..its k my dog is stupid...so she wins. anways me n her went to white hen yesterday n bugged the shit out of this guy that worked there...he gave us 2 boxes of condoms fer free...he wanted to know what we needed them for since we are both single.. but then again it doesnt matter. anyway. uh.. ttfn..ta TA for now!!!