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My everything helped without a doubt.

Even when I was down and out

When I was wrong, she would tell me I was right

Just to keep us from having a fight

With all my troubles with drugs and thugs

We were always on the run

Some how she still turned it into so much fun

When my body and mind was ready to give

She always gave me reason to live

She reminded me one thing

That no matter what I still have

MY EVERYTHING!!!!!!

Friends are people but they are hard to find

to establish things like yours and mine

we have a friendship for which I charish

since you feel the same I know it won't parish

It's been 12 years since we came together

a friendship like ours should last forever

I know you are to be trusted for I am now too

Because of our friendship theres nothing we can't do

Our friendship is built on loyality and trust

We will have to be honest because that is a MUST

So through these words I speak to you

I want you to know my friendship

IS TRUE!!!!!!!

Not a day passes without me thinking of you!

through it all, the good, the bad, some true, some sad

-----YOU ALWAYS STOOD BY ME!-----

The dreams and plans I had for us we held each other close.

-----YOU ALWAYS STOOD BY ME!-----

When the drugs entered our life and it was destroyed.

-----YOU ALWAYS STOOD BY ME!-----

Knowing that some how we had surely failed

-----YOU ALWAYS STOOD BY ME!-----

Not knowing what to do or where to turn

-----YOU ALWAYS STOOD BY ME!-----

As the dreams and plans became a distant memory

-----YOU ALWAYS STOOD BY ME!-----

Turning loose of the dreams that would never be

-----YOU ALWAYS STOOD BY ME!-----

As you watched me age before my time

-----YOU ALWAYS STOOD BY ME!-----

A young man in his thirty's that weighs 249

-----YOU ALWAYS STOOD BY ME!-----

This 1 year sentence as I stare at the county sign

-----YOU ALWAYS STOOD BY ME!-----

If I had life to do it again, I THINK I SHOULD

------STAND BY YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Here's a message from your DAD, saying

I'm proud that you are mine

this goes out to my buddies, who are so

precious and so kind

I think about you everyday, as your

always on my mind

Thinking about your HAPPY faces, Just

helps me pass my time

The time is coming for me to come home

but until daddy gets there, please don't feel alone

I know you wish I was there right now

as I wish it to

But god has placed me on a mission, so there is something I have to do

You know I'll never stop loving you and

you guys know how much I care

Even thou you don't see me daddy is still there

So don't forget to say your prayer tonight, thanking GOD for what he has done

and know that when I come home

We will have so much fun!!!!!!!!!!

I notice sometimes people take things for granted

and after a while they wish they hadn't

I myself have done the same

Thinking that life was just a game

But as time goes on and reality sets in

Life is more serious than we made it to be

As we have taken it for granted

Because we were free

When our freedom is taken we are free no more

It is at that time we observe all the positive doors

There were many doors in which I could have entered

But I was afraid to stand front and center

well the time has come am I am afraid no more

I'll walk through each and every door

All the bad things I am leaving behind

Because when it comes down to it

MARK'S FUTURE IS MINE!!!!!!!

Knowledge is something with experience

you will find

Each lesson that is learned will

enhance our mind.

Knowledge can be good as we know it is true.

But only if the knowledge is placed to good use.

Knowledge has its way of helping us out

it gives us the oppurtunity to know what life is all about

Once you capture knowledge, don't place it on hold

It was meant to be shared and not to be sold

If you share it with a person who you know nothing about

Even though you won't see it you have helped someone out

And if you can't reconize knowledge for what it is worth

Look back in life from now until birth

and in doing so I'll promise one thing

you will definitely learn KNOWLEDGE IS KING!!!!

Within these walls, this prison

my mind and thoughts run free

I think of mom and days gone by

and what she meant to me

I wonder how life would have been

had she not gone away

and would I be behind these bars

If she were here today

How would my life be different?

I've asked a million times

If I could only talk to her,

She might have stopped my crimes

I'm thankful for the time we had

but she could not have known

of the dark void left eithin my life

in the years since she's been gone

I needed her and miss her

I love her--for a fact

But I know my life is different

Because my mom never came back!

The ardent longing in my life

is not a prayer for me

In the deep watches of the night

I pray, not selfishly

I lift 4 lives to you, O'God,

4 hearts I know you love

I cannot help them from below,

Please BLESS them from above

You see thier need as I cannot,

You hear their prayers, I know

I feel their tears upon my cheek,

Please hold them as I go.

No man could love them as I do

No heart could miss them so.

But only you can lift thier heads

and hold them as I go.

Give them strength when they are weak,

and peace in place of fear.

Hold them close in your embrace,

The way I know you would.

Hold them tight in your embrace,

The way a father should

A strong father whom they can trust

In me they can have pride.

Although I cannot touch a face,

or hold my love ones near,

or see them in the morning light,

or wipe away their tears,

or talk with them about their day,

or pray with them at night,

I know that you will be with them,

you'll be their guiding light.

My wife and three dear stars.

Please keep them close

I'll love them strong

even when I have done so wrong.

Free to seek a counselors care

I sit in silence unaware

That peace could ever come to reign

in triump over all the pain

I sit alone feeling betrayed since birth

I feel no joy or self worth

I tremble and cower with each deep distrust

I long to scream to anothers ear

What I know my mother will never hear

But my cries, unanswered, have left me mute

No words to even bear dispute

Shunned and shamed my guilt grows deep

Like an ugly weed that slowly creeps

into my soul to confuse and kill

my sence of right... my dreams...my will

As I sit in silent rage

trapped within my self made cage

of hate that sucked away my youth

I hide my only hope

THE TRUTH

I struggle with myself to keep them inside

The feelings that I have tried to deny

I tell everyone that I am ok

When I battle to make it through each day

in my world of illusions where everyone was right

I cry myself to sleep each night

You notice the tears filling in my eyes

As I begin to shed my shallow diguise

My pain, confusion, and few of my fears

Drop to the ground in form of my tears

It feels good to release the emotions built up

to say what I feel instead of bottling them up

And now that you know what it is that I feel will you fight the battle with me and

HELP my wounds HEAL?

Love and laughter are my true desires

With your flame you light my fire



Holding me so close with that warm embrace

While staring deep into your face



As husband and wife

We shall live our life



Our souls are intertwined

Until the end of time

My best friend and my lover;

My companion through the journey of life

All these things you are to me

Through good times as my wife

I look into your eyes

And see all my dreams in there

My heart know no boundaries

My soul know you are where (in my heart & mind)

God placed you by my side

And there you have always stood

Shoulder to shoulder, eye to eye

For ever hand in hand

Most times you walk beside me

often times you walk behind

to be able to watch over me

When I have a troubled mind

My need for you is great

My love for you is true

My wife and my hero

I give my life to you!