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taking me so long
07:37 Jul 15 2005
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With all this past
I try to make it by
But it's so hard
Living is not easy
Neither is it to die
With one last breath I stop to think
Is this what I want?
Is this what I need?
It's taking so long to find something to need
Here I go again
Slipping further away
Letting go again
At a steady pace
I might be better off closing my eye's
Letting go again
Finally at last
I cant find a purpose
To try to make it last
Everything forgotten
Not by me
It's taking me so long to make a choice
So long to hear my own voice
Singing that song
Trying to make it by
As I close my eyes I hope to die
Maybe god will take me away
I hold this razor as I cry
Making my choice at last
As I slip away I sing that song
Making it my own
Laying here dying alone
Taking so long to make my choice
Finally I make no noise
And it's all over
It took me so long to do something so simple
Did I make the right choice
To late to tell
For which I'm in Either Heaven Or Hell.
I fell below for life was to strong
Mostly because Life was taking to long.
would you?
07:35 Jul 15 2005
Times Read: 703
I walk down the hall
You don't notice me at all
If I were to fall
Would u even notice at all
I sit there and cry
But you just keep going and pass me by
I sit there and eat lunch at my table alone
While you sit with your friends and talk on your new cell phone
I on weekends I sit alone at home
As you go to party's with friends and see movie shows
I wonder will you ever see me
Will you ever need me
If i were to die would you feel bad
That all that time we could have had
Would you know i was ever alive
Or maybe but sadly that i had even died
Would you know my name
As you heard it that day
Would you feel bad I never had friends
Would you feel bad I caused my own end
Would you feel bad that with one hello
That you could have saved me from falling bellow
That you could have saved me
That you could have befriended me
But not now its to late
That sadly now I am gone on this date
Would you see my face
As I lay there in place
You agony never fails
Now with one tear
I'm sadly to say
That this little letter
Is the last things I will ever say
Because this little letter it just to say
Goodbye
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