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Day 1 of realizing I am indeed a vampire.



I don't know how I feel about being a vampire just yet but it does explain my personal questions that I couldn't answer about myself. For instance: Why am I awkwardly pale even though my other siblings are more tan than me? Why are my hands and feet like ice to the touch? Etc... I'm sure I'm not the only one who's had these questions or felt weird about who adn what they really are so if anyone has guidance..please by all means share it with me. I know for a fact that i don't look like what some people assume a vampire or goth to look like, but, goth/vamp style clothing doesn't exactly work well with a vampire who's fairly dark for a vampire but nonetheless WAY lighter than all her dark relatives. (If anyone honestly thinks I'm a poser...just shut up and stop reading. Simple as that.) I can't believe I ignored my dad's hints when I was a kid that I was a vampire. I'm still getting used to the idea. I still feel like I can't come out to my boyfriend or anyone else because I'm partially afraid of opinions when I don't normally give a shit. Eh, I'll grow to love my new skin and I'll find other people like me so it's not bad at all. :)



I guess that's all I can say for now.