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SHE so cold nothing seems to break her impurites.. but she's not dead breath as cold as ice but she still burns inside. how can she feel when all is numb inside.. is she real cannot seem to reach yet she so still.. are u there can u hear me .. are u there can u see me .. why r u so distant to me ur my life..why r u so angry at me im still here waiting for u to come home.. i cant take this cold sick feeling i get in my soul.... are u there can u hear me............

I am not afraid of getting old or dying.. i am not afraid of the side of me that keeps crying or the fact that life will always be so dening.. i am not afraid of your ugly words or ur reason for hate i am not afraid of ur burning eyes that scorch my soul ..no i am not afraid of those things no i am afraid of whats inside that keeps trying to get out that i push way deep inside of me peircing my backbone till i become numb the cold hollow shell of someone who has no hope or no love in his heart.. I AM AFRAID OF ME....

Your ghost still haunts my memories where'd life go do u breath like me. i heard u cry my whole damn life. but i heard no crie's when u said goodbye.........You said go cause your voice is so cold here. just go then you screamed at me....you will never learn, you will never learn your face was so grey and so empty so alone since you've been gone, cause i watched you lie in your shallow grave. i kept it inside so i would not break. you said go cause your voice is so cold here just go then you screamed at me. you said you will never learn, you will never learn......to late i should have been there, been there to help you sleep thats why your ghost will always follow me im dying, im dying........

I know that you go to end all my shame, and dig up my empty scars just to cut them again....have you ever been so scarred... I laid down my hands to comfort your emty soul and never forget it lies under ur skin beneath ur backbone................i try to hide.....I dont want to be afraid of letting go, another life another story........how will i know. This time i cant speak i'll scratch up my itching wounds and never forget the bed of broken nails to lay on i try so hard....... to not be afraid..

I'LL never hesitate becuz im to good for that. ill never show restraint becuz theres no need for that. i know everyone i've been everywhere i know everything becuz im everybody...... we came to take control we came to sell u freedom we came to burn u down we came to brainwash children... and its not our fault its just our own new suicide..where we belong theres no one to hurt its some place where we cant be found.. where we belong its darker than space a feeling that we all push down so we cant be found.. its that time again will we get it right.. he wants us to revolt to set the world on fire we wont show restraint becuz we like the violence we are security wrapped in brutality................. find our way through faith well never be found by anyone down here who knows wat we did..