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So I'm dying my hair shaving getting dressed up to job hunt in persuit of being someone elses slave makes me sick that I have to do this or join the army to pay child support and keep a roof over my head I've got a 1/2 a year to do so

So today is my first day of dealing with the loss of my job and as Im sure you guessed it blows. My only slaving grace is I've got a good sized settlement coming from a car accident but that won't last forever I feel pretty down need to cheer myself up befor I get seated in my depression again so much for my good luck lol

Today sucked big donkey balls till I got off work I've been stressed out pissed off and absolutly confused to the point of no return and the bordom makes it worse

So alittle abit about my past I'm a father of four and I work like a slave for a restterunt as a middle manager to provide for them my child sapport eats me alive me and the mother split after 8 years together hiding the fact she was prego with our last girl and was sleeping with another man I lost touch with my roots and who I was things today still got me pretty emotionally messed up I don't really trust people I've not had a real realtionship since I kinda miss being that happy

Today was my 3rd day on vr I've met a few people been rated more than I can keep up with but. Haven't really had to deep of converstaion with anyone I'm not letting that get me down but it be nice to have someone to bs with I've noticed that its rare to see a real photo of some one and id have one up of my self if my droid would let me up load I could use the laptop but I'm either masked or holdin a weapon in all those photos but ill get to it sooner or later. But I'm getting tired have a good one

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JustinV
22:30 Jul 05 2010

Take from a relatively new person as well - the flood slows down. Eventually....welcome!

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