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I really miss my father. I've been so damn emotional lately I feel like resorting back to the old ways. Every time Mikey leaves the house it hurts so bad. I know I try to hide my feelings and it really kills me. I just wish something would go right without something going wrong.

All I can think of is Mikey and my dad. It really kills me that I haven't talked to dad in over a year. Where the hell does the time go?

I said something that I shouldn't have today. I threatened the love of my eternity that if he left for the night that I was going to cut myself. I really regret saying that.

Anyway, comment if you want. I really just need some feedback to let me know that I'm still a little sane. Lol.

This year is going to be awesome. I met a new guy on New Years Eve. We started dating on New Years Day. His name is Mike. We even have the same initials. I'm trying to get my life under even more control. Seems crazy but its the truth. I love my daughter, Jade. I have another on the way with Mike. I just hope he is what he seems to be. Comment if you want.

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ChocolateBananaWaffles
21:45 Jan 14 2012

i hope that your year is all that you wish it to be and then some :)

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