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Slicing and dicing, she cuts deeper and deeper,

seeing just one drop of blood will make her happy.

Crying and shaking, she raises the knife,

wishing for the courage to take her own life.

Pushing harder on the blade, trying to die,

she often just sits and wonders why;

Why are people so selfish and hating,

nobody knows the pain she suffers through.

She just wants love, why don't they understand this?,

nobody says I love you or asks her how she is doing.

Wanting love more than anything in the world,

wanting to feel pretty once in awhile.

Crying and trying to die once again,

all she really needs is one caring friend.

Depressed all the time for reasons unknown to herself,

wishing all the pain would just go disappear.

Trying to be happy and funny is hard for her,

even when doing things she once did enjoy.

No courage to actually kill herself,

just cutting makes her feel better.

Wishing she could die, not knowing why,

just wanting love and companionship.

Crying and shaking, she raises the knife,

wishing for the courage to take her own life...

Please understand me

you don't know how I feel.

Please understand me

so my pain can heal.

You push me away

not knowing what I need,

You push me away

and my heart bleeds.

You push me away

too confused to hear,

You push me away

for your world is clear.

Into a haze I suddenly seep,

now I will go and weep.

Deep in my heart, I sadly plea,

because nobody ever understands me.

So all I ask is just listen and you'll see

that nobody ever understands me

It just enters, no call on the phone

No knock at the door when it arrives

It just shows up and says, "Deal With Me"

"I'm here, and you will just have to live with it"



"Maybe, just maybe if you are willing"

"I can show you how to bid me farewell forever"

"Let me look around......."

"Here, take these, not a lot at once, I don't want you to puke"



"That's right, swallow them all"

"Now that the TIMER is set, let's head for the FUSE"

"Ahhhhh, here, drink this; just sips, but drink it all"

"Not to fast, if you are going to get rid of me, don't puke"



"Now, we have the FUSE lit, FEEL it burning?"

"Okay, time now to finish this off"

"Grab this, that's right, sharp end toward your jugular"

"Now we have just built the perfect Time Bomb

3.............2.............1.."

Time's UP!

So she roams the city streets once more again

Lost but seeking; confused yet certain

Death is but a gift to give...

Life is but a boon to take...

Time is but a thing to waste...

To taste her kiss is blissful drug

To lust for her is madness beyond reality

To love her is beyond all reason to live

For Death has chosen to be her groom

Yet would you dare to steal her away?

Would you be strong enough to withstand her thirst?

To possess her being, her body, mind and unbeating heart?

For if you do, this warning I give

Dare not try to tempt your fate in her arms

Less you not live to see the light of day

For she destroys without a care

Those who are not worthy with her life to share...

For eternity is her love's command

And she won't surrender it till you're also damned.

The darkness inside wants to come out,

its burning my soul,

killing it.

Evil flows through this veins,

the seductress in me now awaits.

Once the darknessis freed,

you'll see what'll turn out to be,

a mistress of evil,

stalking the night finding victims on their darkest times.

To feed upon their flesh,

my lips would become scarlet red.

Once I find my sweet lovers arms,

we will feast our bodies in a dark embrace,

in the darkest ways.

I'll haunt my enemies of the past,

the ones who doubted me,

my craft.

Once they see me fall thru the night skies to land and walk by their side,

they'll soon realize i will carry them to hell,

for I've been condemmend to walk this forsaken Earth.