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Bite....
13:34 Aug 27 2005
Times Read: 727




Well after this night I have more bite marks then some one cane count :P One of my best night outs ever. Well my hole body hurts as hell to day. But it were wourth it. Enjoid it so mush, wana take a new trip on the peopel of the city. Wana join me??



Oooo bie me!!!

R.I.P Lukas she want get away with it!
21:34 Aug 23 2005
Times Read: 732




To day my systers friend Lukas was killed by his own mother. He betted him to death of some kind of reason. The boy was just 6 six yeras old. I never belived that my syster was going to go frue sutch pain in so young yeras. She is only 8 years old and has alredy leard that life is crule and pointless.....It dose´t seams right in my eyes:(



Well R.I.P Lukas I hope X will take care of you now.



Love and a Frozzen Kiss Michelin

Dark Symphony
14:26 Aug 22 2005
Times Read: 733




is a very good band that I haily recomend for you.



Well it is Monday 15:20. And for the first time on 7 weaks I have nothing to do....Don´t feelt as good as i thouth it should be. I am accely loning for somthing to do:/ Strange but true.



Was ouer to Tord and paid him for the hat. Wich feelt strange. Becouse wene I had paid him we started to talk about things about oureselfs. So wene I leavd it feelt kind of od.....Hmmm he wants me to call him if it is a party orclub night. So on wendsday I will call him bacouse we are going to Siffer (Yes Siffer is my addiction and I don´t think that it is somthing wrong with being there 3 times a weak).



Now I am woundring if I should went and buy some cola:/ Want it, need it, loves it or am I just addicted to it? Well I give a shit if I am or not.



No job

No money

No life

No true friends

No help

Could it be better then this?

Sick, Stupid & Sexy???
13:57 Aug 19 2005
Times Read: 736

Well I am sick (nothing new there). But my frothe is better. Just hurts a litel bit now.



Hade my last day at the computer lessons. Did´t made the test:( I am to stupid to understand al of it. But at least I tried. And that is a good thing, right?



As I have been told that i look realy sexy in my new hat. That feesl good to know. Did´t thoute that I could wear a hat. I mean somepeipeopel just looks silly in them. But I don´t!



I bouthe (not finished yet, will pej him on Sunday or Monday) the hat from Tord. He is the one with the voice I have been telling you about. Was at his apartment yesterday and I love it. It is black and filld with old gasmasks and somehow is the bookcase full of nude barbies:P and years with pills.



Damn!!! If I did´t had a boyfriend (and a fiansea) I would have done everything to get him. He is so right as a man could be....I think I mena I have´t met al mens but of them that I have met in real life he is the one.



About boys.....My boy will come home from his military dudy to night. He will flip out on me then. Becouse I have cute my hair and bouthe a hat (withs he does´t like). Well he as nothing to say about it, take me for the person I am or live. Wich I hope he does´t.

staring eyes
21:01 Aug 17 2005
Times Read: 738

to day i´ve got evil eyes from almost everyone i crosed. i can´t understand way. they dn´t know me, don´t think that they have seen me befor. am i so terible to look at? or is it soming with me that makes peopel hate me? this is geting me very angry. can´t control me for so long now. i just want to pic there eyes out, so they cant look at on that way. cane i do that?



just hate wene peopel star at me.

just want to make them stop.

cane i make them stop?

wana help me?

00:21 Aug 16 2005
Times Read: 741

How cane it be that I am so trapped by makeing my own pain? Way do I do this to my self? Way? I just ant stop. It is just ika an uppsetion. Yes an uppsetion it is......And I don´t now how to get ride of it. Help? No I don´t need help. Just a *censur* and a *sencur*. Then my life is the best and I cane go on. But the pain will still reminde. Don´t want to stop but I don´t want to do it. Wath?







At least I know that I am not pregnet and that is a releaf I think.....It would be great to have a kid on my own but I don´t think that the rest of the peope around me would let me...........................















You don´t know me stay out of my life!

Siffer/Sparreholm/Sunday
15:05 Aug 14 2005
Times Read: 744

Was first on a worm up party at Mattes homes. Then his girlfriend cams home and breaksup with him and kicked him out of his(?) apartment. So we al left and went to anouther party were it was full of small girls in the age of 12 I think, thats was sitting in the kitchen and getting hay....So me and Sassla went to Siffer (our bar)and hade fun with the peopel there. then the rest of the ones that we started up the night with camed. It was a lot of fun this time. Think that it could have with that it was only me and Sassla and no outher girls (girls just fight) and that I was drunk:P (say wene I am not that). On my way home one of Sasslas ex hited on me. Kind of strange I mean He and I have been friends for X years and now he wants me:/

Silly boy.....



On the Saturday I was in Sparreholm at my cusines. Nice but kind of dul. I mean I have nothing inkomemnt with my cousines anymore. But it is nice to see that they live.

Toked out my cat wene I camed home to. She is so cute wene she cames out. So afraid and so cool at the same time. Love my litle black cat.



To day I have just been out walking with Andreas and cleand up the house. Now I am sitting here and feeling lost. Seams as I only love life wene I am drunk or wene I am having sex....Is that normal?

Still late and without you
11:09 Aug 10 2005
Times Read: 747




Don´t know yet if I am or if I am not. And I cant relaxe at al now. Just knowing that somthing cane be groving inside of me feels strange. Don´t know if I want it to do that yet:/ I mean am I ready for it? Way does it have to be so hard to live? I think to offen that it wold be better if I did´t exist. The only thing I do is bugging peopel and make them cry. Cant came up with someone I know that has not cryed becouse of me. I am just a evil thing that break peopel down one by one. Just like a deseas.



Did somthing stupid yesterday, but I wanted to that so I did and no one cane blame me...........



Fuck this world!

Fuck everything that is stands for!

Don´t belong!

Don´t excist!

Don´t you fucking judge me!



***From the song Sur Facing by Slipknot.***



Frozzen Kiss Michelin

Liseberg and the karneval
18:04 Aug 07 2005
Times Read: 751

Liseberg was asome. But it alomste raind all the time, but it was lovely to. I love the rain becouse it is so beutiful to watch. And the new rollercouster Kanonen was not aloed for the moment. But it diden´t do enything. I hade an nice time enyway.



The karneval sucked. Not just becouse I get to drunk, but I realy hate this town and alomst all the peopel in it. Only the ones that are in Siffer at night is ok. The rest is just Coopy cats......So yes I cane live with out them.



To day I have been on my Dad´s birtdayparty. It was nice to see the family. And here wath they had been up to in Skara.



To morrow I will be on that computer lesson. Don´t know enything about it and so on. But i gues that it will be good.......



Pleace baby strangel me and kiss me.

Strangel me and let me feel you inside me.

Kiss me wene you are inside me and the

strangel me.......

Come to me and you will se........
17:16 Aug 04 2005
Times Read: 755

Damn you!!!

Want you so badly handsome.

Do you have to be so sexy?

Wish you were here so I could bit you,

kiss you, feel you, have you....

Damn you sexy thing.



Next time I see you ít´s better that you wear nothing else but a candycane.........

(one of my favorit sentence)

Am I or am I not..........
22:19 Aug 02 2005
Times Read: 759




To many weaks late.......Gues it was a bad ide to stop with the pills. I can´t help feeling weak right now. I don´t know wtah to do and I cant relax. I hope that I am wrong, but wtf is the problem then? I cant sleep, I cant work, I cant eat, I cant fokus.......Just feeling tired without geting any sleep. Go to work and go home after just some houers of work. Just eat and frue it all up. Wath shoud I do? I cant live this way. I have to know for shoure. wath shoud I do if I am pregnet? I am only 19 and don´t have a standard job. Shit I hate this....way does it always end up bad for me, can´t I have any luck someday? Or is it to much to ask for?

Don´t like Mondays...............
10:33 Aug 01 2005
Times Read: 761




Hmmm I was going to work to day, but the wather stoped me. To bad......*asg*



This weakend was kind of dull. Did´t find wath I was looking for on the market, just a top and some DVD´s. The birthday party was kind of ok. The liquer was good, but that is it all the time.....

No more words on this weakend.



I feel so tired of my self right now. I can´t fokus on enything now days. My head is fild with so much hate and anger. I only wanth to smash two peopel down. Want them to feel the pain that they cost my friend. But if I do somthing I will risk that eveything I have will disaper for me. But I promise you that if they do enything more I will get back at them. No one and I mean NO ONE messes with my friends with out geting wath they deisurve for it.



2 yeras and 10 munthe with my boy now, but I cant get you out of my head. Way?