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have you ever wondered to yourself

or out loud

if your crossroad choices

have done you proud ?



there's lots of its, and shits,

and tears

and often unresolved fears

in the empty rear view mirror



the roads i chose

brought tears and pain

and jail house walls

with bars and chains



the road not taken ... however

would not have

ended with my kid and her kid

so the road i chose



was not invain





by martin

hit me

stab me

shoot me

poisen me



are we there yet ?



cheat on me

lie to me

steal from me

... well ...



two can play that game



yeah, life is a big box of fluffy ducks ... fuck me



by martin

the cure crew's there

and so am i

armed with my tattoos and ipod

alone in a sea of runners

inside the invisible wall

that inprisons me

every day of my life



i don't know if i'm sick or sain

or if a lack of drugs is to blame

do other people feel the same ?

to tell the truth feels fucking lame

it's warm and safe inside my pain

the gun goes off

i'm in the rain



running in the walls of pain





by martin

the dark time is here

it covers me like a dark cloud

without warning ... or reason

with it comes thoughts of death

my own death

and how to carry it out



the dark time decends on me quite often

i don't fear it

i hear its suggestions

and so far ... reason against them

someday however ...

i may act on its message to me



the dark time prompts me to travel light ...

in the friend department

for i would hate to leave this world knowing ...

that i had abandoned a friend or lover

tempting as it is to have friends and lovers

i choose to roam the earth alone ... forever



the dark time one day

will win

there is little doubt in my mind

but for now

i shall pray that gods hand takes me away

before i obey ... the demon within





by martin

COMMENTS

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TheArtistRose
20:05 Sep 11 2010

Darkness is the absence of light.



Nice job on the poem.

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it must be nice

to be remembered fondly

even if your fame lay only in the memory

of family and friends



it was sure nice

the way you showed grace

to a guy whos demons

often clouded his charactor



it must be nice

to be called upon by god

to begin the next part of your journey

and leave this hell on earth





by martin

you say you want a revelation ?

the end of days ?

to float above the haze,

as the devil has his way ?



ring around the rosary

pocket full of hate

if you believe the bible

i'm afraid you'll have to wait



to say that you believe the signs

in everything you see

is not the reason jesus died

he died to set you free



he lived his life a teacher

he could heal you with his hand

he didn't speak in riddles

why can't you understand ?



revelation's just a story

written by a man

so fuck that motherfucker

and do the best you can



live your life like jesus

love everyone you see

you don't need a revelation

to truly set you free





by martin