The Ultimate Vampire Resource and Directory

looking at a bottle of pills

it's getting pretty full

maybe full enough now

for a good nights sleep



the label says

one pill before bedtime

but i've been saving my pills

for a rainy day



night after night

month after month

waiting for a reason to live

planning for a method to die



there are lots of ways to die

as far as natural death goes

i guess i'm just not worthy

of a dignified death



NOT FINISHED

four walls surround me

two windows

one door

no bars

i never want to leave



sometimes i have to go

you know ...

but i'm still by myself

i take care of myself

and i ask nothing of others



i don't like my phone

when it rings

i usually ignore it

somebody wants something

and i don't care



god also must not like calls

when i pray

he ignores me

he knows what i want

and he don't care



i know, because i'm still here





by martin

COMMENTS

-

---

poisonwhore
14:03 Mar 04 2011

i agree. god doesn't like it.. obviously.

---

POST COMMENT

election day has come and gone

and now it's time to feed the red rats

they are hungry for our humanity

they could care less if we are healthy

or happy



they answer only to the machine

their god and master

the grey wolf of industry

who's only concerns are profits

and power



as the march of the red rats reaches wisconsin

the media sharks circle and smile

the sharks, once citizens in the sea of humanity

now devolved to tabloid parasites who feed on

our misery



teachers are now students

in the reality of electoral spin

a costly lesson indeed

a lesson of betreyal

and greed



two years ago we were nearly trampled to death

beneath the march of the red rats

yet many of you pulled off your scabs

and bled red in the ballot box

will you ever learn ?





by martin

love me tender

love me sweet

the king is dead

but the beat goes on



didn't mean to make you cry

if i'm not back again this time tomorrow ...

and then he left us

the killer queen



day turns into night

night turns into day

as the lizard king gazes at us

from the other side



picture yourself in a boat on a river

with tangerine trees, and marmalade skies

where a pearl floats in the purple haze

and vinal headstones spin on forever





by martin

floating through a world

of never ending hate

i hate myself for loving you

and thinking it was fake



i hate the way that you were rite

and i was always wrong

the paranoia in my brain

stringing me along



now that life is empty

and you're no longer there

the paranoia steps aside

and i realize that you cared



you cared enough to love me

you cared enough to bleed

you cared enough about yourself

that you didn't plead



now i know your love was real

and that it wasn't fake

my paranoia's smiling

i'm hating my mistakes





by martin

COMMENTS

-

---

LadyKrystalynDarkstar
20:38 Mar 08 2011

WoWWW!!!

---

POST COMMENT

they scamper around

the porcelain shores

where crumbs are sand

and blood is water



pretty little parasites

drinking blood

from the cookie jar

and eating the crackers of the lamb



while the wolf in the white robes

smiles warmly

and pats each head

as he empties their pockets



then eats their souls





by martin

so alone is she

her body decayed

and returned to the earth

so many years ago



she sees what we see

and she hears what we hear

yet to hold close a lover

is beyond her grasp



she goes unnoticed

by all the people around her

as she waits

for what is to be



she wonders where the others are

and why nobody ever came for her

she wonders if she is being punished

or was simply overlooked



she keeps moving

hoping someone will notice her

as she has for years

not realising



that she's in hell





by martin

COMMENTS

-

---

LadyKrystalynDarkstar
16:33 Feb 01 2011

Nicely written.

---

POST COMMENT