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I dont know what to do anymore... One of my male friends and i are becoming closer and more than friends.. but i worry bout the relationship it could become.. I dont wanna get to close to him in fear that he'l wanna get w/ his ex g/f. If i got to attached and he was to do that i dont think i could handle it.. I think its probably best for us to stay at a distance.. But i dont want to.. O well.. if ur reading this ur pry thingking "Get over it" right? i know.. i need to grow up and stop worying bout these things.. i cant even concentrait at work anymore...

i had my first melt down this month. this happens more and more. I don't know why I did. Everything was fine. I was really hapy. I was unloading the dishwasher and started crying. Usually something little happens and im down for a few days. but this time there was absolutly nothing.