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so, a girl i know gave me a palm reading.. i had to laugh at it since i dont believe a word she told me. she said i'll have a long life. i know thats not going to happen... if i live linger than 30 il pry shoot myself.. but anywho.. yet again my mother is taking my life away from me slowly. i swear she lives to make my life misrable... my step dads moving in tomaro.. she thinks its the best thing.. the only good thing is now we get dish network.. o waku waku (yippy skippy)

its really hard to keep my new years resolution.. i told my friend about it and she laughed in my face.. im going down hill fast and theres no way to stop it.. everyday i get weaker and i know when my tears do spill over they wont stop... i crashed last night and i know i will again soon.. iv been keeping a good composer around my friends like i wanted to.. im gaining many more secrets instead of saying everything thats on my mind.. but the one downfall, is that my friend seems to be even more adiment latly on picking on me.. i mean we usually can fool around with words and sit there and laugh. but latly its been hurting every blow she gives.. i get home and i have to find something to ocupie me or i know il start crying.. and im tierd of being the where everyone sees my tears

Well i died my hair last night.. it's now like a strawberry brown color.. kind different.. but thats what i was going for.. my aunt stoped at mcy dee's and bought me lunch.. i was saprised.. i had an ice cream cone that was so cold that my toung went numb and i couldnt talk right for quite some time... now im siting here yelling at my brother's cat to stay away from my aunt's hamburgers as she sits in our bedroom talking to her husband from england.. lol.. and here we go for a whole new year.. hopefully with a fresh start things will start to get better

well.. im going to dye my hair tonight... why? you may ask.. its becouse im starting over. instead of seeing that same ugly blond in the miror that iv seen for 16 yrs... im gonna (hopefully if it works right) be and ugly brunet.. YAY FOR THE UGLYNESS I BEHOLD... a new face for the new year.. who knows.. maby someone will like the new color and ask me out.. doubt it though.. Also iv figured out my new years resolution.. im going to stop being such a baby and always going to my friends whenever i have a problem.. i'm going to b stronger than i have ever been.. it may take a while to get the hang of it so bear with me.. but il make this happen.. im not gonna cry, im not gonna complain about my problems... nope.. i will on,y complain about the stpuid people that suround me.. huray for the new year.. out with the old and in with the new..