When you love someone, you would do anything for them. Even take a bullet. I have that person I would take a bullet for. He is my hearts beat, my lungs air, my true love. He is my aplha, and my life mate. I will walk to the ends of the earth for him. He brought me into the pack I'm in now. He showed me life. He showed me hope. He is the moon, the sun, the stars and the sky. I love him with all my life. And love is an eternal thing if it is true. Nothing will be able to tear us part.
Last night was quite interesting. I had to sit outside in the snow all night, just to make sure I didn't shed in the house. O__o it was a lovely moon though, and I look forward to going out again tonight. I finally found another lycan, and I felt something when I spoke to him that I have never felt before. But anyways, it was quite interesting, as I said.
Ok, so anyone who reads this one, please help me. Last night, my sister and I went and saw the great and powerful oz. We walked to the theater, and it was cold, and I was cold. But on the way back, I was shaking like mad, but it felt like someone had put me into a sauna. My whole body began to hurt and my vision was temporarily blurred. My sister couldn't touch me because it felt like I was draining her energy, even though mine was very high. What I don't get is what triggered the near transformation... I had no provocation, no reason to change. I have also been experiencing a lot of out of body experiences while I'm sleeping. Is there something wrong with me, or is this happening to other lycans too?
Must everything be so complicated? I know what I feel and he insists on keeping me at bay. He knows what I am, but he still wishes to deny that he is the same. He doesn't want to be who he is. He hates the change. Yet he yearns for pain. He thinks it was a curse how he was created. He resents wolves. Any kind, whether lycan or normal. He just won't accept himself. Why? How do I help him?
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paganwillow
02:32 May 26 2014
that is so beautiful , like it :O)