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I guess I can say that I have been tricked.... Bamboozled....

Why did I lay there with him like that? Because I felt “something”, because i'm gullible? He used me and now I feel worthless. I should have known this going into things... but because I thought I was the one for him I fell to my knees, and I basically begged him to love me. I cannot believe I did this. I hope I can move pass this, I hope that I NEVER see his face again. Why do you pull me like this? Why do I fall whenever you look into my eyes? Do you feel the same? Is THIS the reason I can't see you? Because you are afraid? Because you know that who I am is real and true? If that’s not the reason, then your just as heartless and cold as she is, and you deserve each other. I will always have hope, but each day that goes by that I can't see your face I start to doubt anything that went on between us... You like breaking little girls' hearts. Ripping it out of their chest, cutting them up, frying them in butter and serving it to both me and you to feast upon. This feeling is sickening, and I hope you truly understand what it is that you have done to me. I am forever scared. I am forever yours, and I will never forget anything that happened between us. I love you heir “Kurtz” ... Even though THAT was a lie as well. I hate to love you, and I hate myself for loving you. Mein heir.