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I guess since the last heart break I haven't been able to fully feel or even want to feel. The same week I slept with Baphomet I was still looking for that special spark. That feel of true emotion. I couldn’t feel like that with Baphomet... I felt used and just nasty. So that Sunday, October 13th, my life was forever changed. HE walked into the club I couldn’t help but to be drawn to him... I was talking to someone... but I could see his reflection in the mirror in front of me... Did he sit there to be in my view? Did he know I was looking at him when he walked through those doors? How could he know? But did he? I do a dance with the gentleman I was talking to. I go out of the dance room looking to see if he's still sitting there... My hopes fulfilled and he was still there, looking towards the stage... Or was he looking to see where I was through the mirror? I couldn’t really tell. But I knew I was on stage soon and I would be in front of him and I will show him that I want him... That time came and he came up once each song. No one has done this for me in over 2 years... How could I know he was there for me? I couldn’t... But I did... I had made my quota for the day and I just wanted someone to be with me... Really be there for me. So, after my set on stage I went back to the dressing room, and got freshened up... Took a hit of my vape pen and I go back to talk to him. “I didn’t see him tip anyone else but me actually” I say to myself as I head to him at the bar. I go up to him, and I stand there looking at him in his eyes... I tell him I think he's cute, he blushes and doesn’t believe me. Then somehow, and I don’t know how... we just start kissing. And I can't stop my body, and he seems to be in the same state that I was, tipsy and enhanced. Enchanted, and at the same time excited and relieved. I couldn’t help that I was already his, and he was mines. I think I knew at that moment I met someone who could feel what I felt. Breathed the same air that I did, and he wants to keep breathing it. He plays music and is pretty good. This will push me to get out of this shell that I am in. I have a lot of work to do, this I know, but at least I won't be alone anymore.