A thought came across my mind the other day when I was re-reading the messages from 3 months before... You always told me that you couldn’t be more for me, and I understood that. My only question to you is.... Why can't you be? You know that I don’t want a relationship, I've said this to you many many times. I also want you to stay with your wife... your son … your family. This is because I know how much you love them, and I know that these people make up your life as you know it. Why would I ever try to tear you from that? How could I ever think of that? I would never... I will never... I want you to finish your cycle, your life with them on your own terms. IF you ever do decide that you can't take anymore. I believe you are someone who doesn’t make false promises, I believe the words you say to me. Am I a fool for love? That I am, but because of how honest and open we are with each other.... from my end I believe that you do care...
I will upload messages that im reading as I write this..... Putting them in the portfolio section either tomorrow or Thursday Morning...
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