i think it may of been reading this that upset my friends even further. i am never there for them when they need me moast......
im such a fuck up, maby they were right maby they would be better off without me??
i have seem to of messed up again. my friends have all fallen in love our frendship seemes to fade into Insignificance. others come first.
i never thought i would miis having people to talk to but it just makes you even lonlyer................
i feel so alone. there are people i love but i know they will never love me in the same way.
she cryes and i cry too.
her presence in the room takes me she has a power over my heart like no other i just wish that oneday she will realise that i have always loved her.
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