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i may have discovered a new elemental power while meditating yesterday. i had my candles lie i always did. then the candles were moving insane i thought i was the wind or something so i stood as still as possible and moved far from the candles and i concentrated on 1 candle and got bigger and smaller to my will then i stopped using that one and went to each candle randomly. sadly this made me very tired. more tired then usual.

On dec 29th I will be 18 years old the age into adult hood. So much has happen over the next couple months and i feel like i might lose control when my birthday comes. I highly hope not I will be starting college and I dont' want to be as lonely as I was in high school. So many students followed my every move but it wasn't on purpose it was just because im supose to like that im supose to attract you. But they didnt want to be my friend at all. I don't want to do that every agin i want everything to be different.