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Death and Life Are The Greatest Mysteries

Nothing ever stops all these thoughts and the pain attached to them

Sometimes I wonder why this is happening

It’s like nothing I can do would distract me when

I think of how I shot myself in the back again

‘Cause from the infinite words I could say I

Put all pain you gave to me on display

But didn’t realize instead of setting it free I

Took what I hated and made it a part of me



Hearing your name the memories come back again

I remember when it started happening

I see you in every thought I had and then



I’ve let myself become you

I’ve let myself become lost inside these thoughts of you

Giving up a part of me, I’ve let myself become you



I’ve lied to you

The same way that I always do

This is the last smile

That I’ll fake for the sake of being with you



(Everything falls apart

Even the people who never frown

Eventually break down)

The sacrifice of hiding in a lie

(Everything has to end

You’ll soon find we’re out of time left

To watch it all unwind)

The sacrifice is never knowing



Why I never walked away

Why I played myself this way

Now I see you’re testing me pushes me away

Why I never walked away

Why I played myself this way

Now I see your testing me pushes me away



I’ve tried like you

To do everything you wanted too

This is the last time

I’ll take the blame for the sake of being with you



(Everything falls apart

Even the people who never frown

Eventually break down)

The sacrifice of hiding in a lie

(Everything has to end

You’ll soon find we’re out of time left

To watch it all unwind)

The sacrifice is never knowing



Why I never walked away

Why I played myself this way

Now I see you’re testing me pushes me away

Why I never walked away

Why I played myself this way

Now I see you’re testing me pushes me away

(We’re all out of time

This is how we find how it all unwinds)

The sacrifice of hiding in a lie

(We’re all out of time

This is how we find how it all unwinds)

The sacrifice is never knowing

Why I never walked away

Why I played myself this way

Now I see you’re testing me pushes me away

Why I never walked away

Why I played myself this way

Now I see you’re testing me pushes me away

Pushes me away



The thoughts slowly found words attached to them

And I knew as they escaped away

I was committing myself to them and everyday

I regret saying those things cuz now I see that I

Took what I hated and made it a part of me



When I pretend everything is what I want it to be

I look exactly like what you had always wanted to see

When I pretend, I can’t forget about the criminal I am

Stealing second after second just cause I know I can but

I can’t pretend this is the way it’ll stay I’m just

(trying to bend the truth)

I can’t pretend I’m who you want me to be, so I’m



I remember what they taught to me

Remember condescending talk of who I ought to be

Remember listening to all of that and this again

So I pretended up a person who was fittin’ in

And now you think this person really is me and I’m

But the more I push the more I’m pulling away ’cause I’m

Lying to bend the truth.



This isn’t what I wanted to be, I never thought that what I said would

have you running from me

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This isn’t what I wanted to be, I never thought that what I said would

have you running from me

Like This

This isn’t what I wanted to be, I never thought that what I said would

have you running from me

Like This

This isn’t what I wanted to be, I never thought that what I said would

have you running from me

Like This