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There is nothing left for me to learn.



My awakening has lead to this conclusion.



Why the F*** do I care what other people or society thinks of me??? FUC* society! I now make only my decisions.

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Oceanne
01:13 Nov 18 2010

"There is nothing left for me to learn."



That vary statement alone tells it all .That you haved learned nothing.

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I have taken yet another step in my complete awakening. This step is simple, I just cut all non-essential emotional ties out of my life, allowing me to think more logically.

Today has been mostly uneventful... so this is a very short journal...

Thanks to a song, I have taken another step towards my full awakening. I am no longer afraid or will be sad of people dying.

I have in general had a good day... I have been listening to ICP and I can't wait till monday... gonna have a lot of fun!!!

This night i dreamed after i drained the girl of blood i left the town burning in ruins, then i walked to the nearest other city, again thinking its weird that i can see into all of these people, but very useful so i know where to bite... After killing countless more i woke up.

I have figured out that i can indeed tell the future so for the first time i shall try to tell it on will...



1: I will soon fall in love.

2: My radio will stop working soon.



Thats all i got when i concentrated on myself.

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PoeticHeart
01:40 Nov 13 2010

Well number 2 doesnt sound very fun....



But number one is usually fun

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Today was un-eventful except during lunch. I finally decided it was time to tell some of my more open friends that I am a vampire, luckily they did not label me a crackpot, so that is good.

I had that recurring dream again, i jumped from the tower only this time after killing everyone i did not wake up, i grabbed the only survivor and sucked out his blood, then i lopped his head off.



These dreams are really getting annoying.

I had another white tower dream. This time i jumped of the tower and landed without hurting myself on solid bricks. I looked around and weirdly i could see everyones blood running through them... then i killed them all... it was a fun dream!!!

I am currently writing 6 stories but in light of recent events have decided to make a interesting book all about the real facts of vampires so look forward to that in the future.

I think depression is finally setting in. I have been feeling slugish and tired all the time and weirdly i literally cannot smile anymore. I just mean i cant everytime I try it comes out with a very fake looking smile. weird...

Last night I had a very vivid dream of a brilliant white stone tower, on top of this tower was some one or something just sitting there laughing a young high pitched laugh. I wonder what it means...