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So I called in to work sick today it’s the 1st time ever that I have done that. I felt so shitty this morning I was in so much pain, my throat hurt so much I couldn’t barely sallow. It still hurts but not as bad. Been in pain for the last 3 days and have had a fever too. Called my doctor and made an appointment today at 11:30. They did another strep test and it came back negative and they it a mono test this time too and it came back negative. Man that hurts when they poke your finger for blood. So they put me on 250mg of Amoxicillin 2 times a day for 10 days, and told me to call them after about 4 to 5 days to see if it’s working or if my throat gets worse. I’m just glad that they gave me meds this time. So I guess I can have dairy again! Yay! Since I was told to have good bacteria like yogurt. Man that’s great so I’m eating some right now hehe. I thought I was going to die 2 days and no dairy! LOL man I really hope this makes my throat better I really cant take much more of these really bad sore throats and they keep getting closer. 1st one was in January, 2nd one was in august, 3rd one was on the 13th of this month and the 4th one just started on Saturday and there better be no 5th one.

Well here we go again… My throat is sore and swollen again just like about 2 weeks ago. It’s a never ending battle lately it seems. So I Think I will try the no dairy thing for 2 weeks and see how that goes but I really don’t think that’s what is making my throat like this. I think I will call my doctor Monday and see what this have to say again. All I know is I’m tired of my throat being like this.



Besides all that, things are going good. Slept 11 and a half hours yesterday. Wasn’t trying to sleep that much I guess I was just that tired. Yesterday was really nice. Shane cooked dinner at his parent’s house, it was really nice and we all had a good time. After that it was off to lake woods to relax in the hot tub, man it’s been I want to say at the very most 10 years since I’ve been in a hot tub. I enjoyed it very much must do that again very soon.



Well I’m kind of bored right now maybe I will read my book and lay down

Life is pretty damn good right now, couldn’t be any happier at the moment. I found Love. I am really lucky to have found this man, I can be my total self around him its great, I’m such a dork at times lol hehe. I was starting to give up on hope that there was a decent guy out there, and then Shane came along :).



Besides that my jobs are going good, still love working at the gas station and my other job is slowing down for the season which sucks. So I’m in the process of saving up to move out now. Don’t know if I will stay in cable or move back to eau claire. I know that there’s so much more for jobs in eau claire and there’s the collage too been thinking about going back to collage that would be nice just cant figure out what for though.



Been really nerding out lately been reading a lot and playing world of warcraft. It’s a great time. I forgot how much I enjoy reading a great book. :).

Well I went to the doctors today. I needed to get my throat checked out its been really sore again, they did a strep test and it came back negative but will be sending a culture of it out and will call me and see what it says. I don’t really get sore throats like this ever this is the 3 time this year and ever that I know of that my throats been so messed up all sore and hurts with white spots on the glands. They told me to make sure I take a multivitamin and zinc everyday, I guess my immune system is weak which is caused by working all the time and lack of sleep too. Plus smoking is not good, I know that I should quit. Man they also told me to try and stop eating dairy for 2 weeks and see what that does. For some reason the doctor is hooked on the idea of a food allergy too, But I don’t think its that, plus I love cheese way to much to give it up. I could try it for two weeks though might be good for me might loose some weight if I lay off the cheese and other crap. On that note I’ve lost 10 pounds since I was last at a doctor’s visit somewhere which is nice that no drinking the soda really pays off.



Besides my doctors visit my day was good. Worked til noon today. Man yesterday sucked really bad I had such a bad day. I had a break down at my 1st job for an hour, man that sucked a lot, but I’m all better today.



So, just chilling at home right now waiting for my boyfriend to get done with work. Man he is such a sweet heart, I got home and there was flowers for me  I love it when he brings me flowers. Man I got a good catch a guy that gets me flowers a lot! Yay!



Took another viccodin just now for my back that should be kicking in soon. I’m so tired of my back lately it’s not been the best it’s mostly in the neck and shoulders, I really need to get in the chiropractor this week.



Well I think I shall go play my Wii now that sounds like a great idea, My sister bought me a game. She bought me Wario Ware Smooth Moves. That game is so fun, or I might play my CSI game I don’t know but I will figure it out.

So here I am stuck in neutral once again I slipped out of gear, Was going forward in life but its all taken a sudden stop. It's not that bad I think I will be able to figure things out very soon. What has me feeling like this is that I found from the head house keeper of the houses at my one job that the owner gave the head house keeper of the lodge rooms her job since she is retiring very soon. But the thing is I was getting recommended for that job the head house keeper of the houses wanted to give that job to me and I wanted that job so bad I had my hopes set for that job. That was going to be the job that got me started with my life on my own. I think I will have to do some talking to some people tomorrow and see why the hell I didn't get the job when I'm qualified for it and I bust my ass. OH yeah the manager at subway asked me if I wanted to come back at work when one of the girls left to have a baby, I looked him dead in the face and said I'm not going to work 4 jobs so no. There's no way in hell that I will ever go back to that subway. At least I still have the gas station job for a steady 30 hours a week. I know that I don't want to work there for ever it was a transition job just waiting for that job that I wont get now and to get out of subway. If I can figure it out on how to start my own private cleaning job I will quit all my jobs and just work on that that's something that I've always wanted to do plus go back to school someday. I was waiting to move back to my hometown too if I had gotten that job I would stay and if I didn't I would move back. But I don't know what to do either I love both places so much, I just feel like I'm in a pickle right now with all of this. I really just need to start doing some serious saving of the money before I decide the next step in my life.







Other then all of that job bullshit my life is pretty damn great. I am with the most wonderful guy ever he's so nice to me I never thought that I would found a nice guy like him. I feel like he will treat me the way I should have always been treated , I know that I will never take the shit that I went through in the past ever again. I feel good about this relationship it will be really good for me.





My sister is 9 weeks along! Yay for her! *hugs* I'm so happy for her. And I get to start buying baby stuff it's so cute!





Man I feel a little messed up I took a viccodin for my back yummy! Hehe. Its helping some I'm just more sore then in pain right now. Thinking about having a drink too that should do the trick for tonight. Man I feel like I can't stop typing right now lol. This is the most I've written in awhile. Just needed to get it out of my head and somewhere else hoping it will help. I should be moving forward soon again I hope

Boo!!! hehe. ok so yeah I havent been on much lately, just busy with work and what not. So things are going really great with my boyfriend and I. I'm truely happy in this relationship and thats great. I just went to a friends wedding the other day down in my hometown it was nice. The wedding was great and I also hung out with my best friends too. good times in the Big E.C. lol