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what a day, its started out really nice wooke up and planted my flower that i bought the other day, Must buy more sometime there so pretty. then chilled with my mom and watched tv. then i get a phone call from the owner of subway. we talked for a while. he told me to come in at 2 instead of 4 so i came in at 1 30 instead so i had a nice long 8 hour day which is nice but anyways. the old manager was training the new manager in today and they got in to it really good the new manager quit after an hour and the old manager closed the store down at 11am. thats the 6th time this month the store has been closed! so the owner told me all that and asked me whats not getting done and what not so i told him everything. so the owner wants everyone to come in at 10am for a meeting tomorrow which is going to be close for me since i have to drive a half hour to the dentist tomorrow at 8 30 and dont know how long its going to take. then he wants me to work 11 to 2 on my day off too errr oh well i need the hours. but yeah the meeting is going to be interesting to say the least. hopefully the new manager will stay, we need a manager bad and i heard that she is really good too so i hope she stays. man this job is really pissing me off more and more im just tired of all the Bullshit that goes on its more then there should be too just way to much bullshit. i think im going to apply and the gasstation thats connected to subway i know everyone there and they were saying that there going to be looking for people soon so thats good for me i can get out of subway for good i quit 3 times and im still there lol fuck i dont paid enough for the bulllshit i go through all the time. im the best freakin employee this subway has and i get screwed all the time. anyways enough of the time for bed.

today was a nice day just chilled. I bought some flowers today, there one of my fav. the MonkeyFlower(Mimulus) theres something about them that reminds me of orchids and i love orchids alot. i will take some pics of them soon i should have a pic of one from last year on my page i think. that pic got published in a book, i was so happy about that.



went to the dentist appointment at 1:40 today went good they did a filling i have to go back thursday that will be the 4th time this month then im done i owe alot right now but its nice to take care of my teeth.





Went on a walk around the yard with my cat today hehe it was nice. he loves walking around on the leash.



hmmm forgot what i was going to say so yeah bed sounds good thats all i want to do lately is sleep its hard to set my mind to anything it seems hopefully that will change soon.

I have the dentist tomorrow. thats about it really just been chilling for a few days will be on more this week i hope. i really just need to spend a whole evening at home to catch up on things tomorrow would be a good day to work on things. thats about it i guess off to bed now

damn screen door it feel over again when i wasnt here my mom got to it before the cats got out again. gonna have to figure something out so it dont happen anymore and we can have the door open. the cats really get into watching all the critters that pass by. one of the cats must spaz out to make the door fell over thats what im thinking.

Im senceing things that are going to happen again. I had a feeling about the screen door today so i shut the glass door half way and put something in front of it before i left. And then I get a call 2 hours later, It was my mom she said the screen door fell off the track or something and the cats are missing! I think that was freaky with the door, sometimes i just feel things and it happens i havent felt that in awhile. anyways all the cats are back and safe. My cat and my moms cat were under the table out side and ran towards my mom when they saw her. we couldnt find my dads cat anywhere outside turns out he was inside which was really good since its hard to catch his cat. IM just glad that the cats are safe. i dont know what i would do if something happend to my kitty I love him so much.

I think im gonna go over to my friends house and clean some i need the money right now so that sounds like a great idea. and they need there place cleaned, they are lazy in that department of life, so i decided i will clean his place if he pays me and thats how its been since.

I love driving at night its so nice, Its like my time just to think about everything. tonight I was thinking about how I want to do something with my life, I just feel like Im getting nothing done lately. I want to prove to myself if I set my mind to something I can do it. I kind of want to see if there some college classes I can take a few times a week or something that or chase a great job. I dont know I just want to do something. Get my life started work for my goals in life, fight for what I want. yup thats how i feel right now. been feeling like that alot, i really neeed to start figuring something out.

I really dont know where to with my lovely subway job. I ended up calling the owner and leaving a message yesterday. he told me to give him a call if things arent getting done so i did. the store didnt open til 3 pm yesterday and closed at 4pm the day before and we are out of alot of things but the order comes in today. thats the 4th time this month alone that the store hasnt been open. I dont know how many times thisyear but its alot. And now i guess that we dont have a manager either, the owner saw the managers notice to resign from the managment job. I saw it too and she reconmened someone thats been there for about 4 months i think for being the manager. that pisses me off ive been there over a year i know that she knows i hate the job bt ive been thinking about it and i would like to try and be the manager there i think. I was manager at another job once. I think i could do it. Its all up tothe owner on whos the next manager though. I have heard though that he has thought about makeing me the manager. I still havent heard back from the other jobs i applyed for :(

Yay for warm weather ^_^ Im so glad that winter is gone. We will be getting the boat out later, cant wait for that.





So my dentist appointment was ok. they did 18 xrays of my teeth I think thats alot. and then they did a good cleaning. I have another appointment on the 27th. thats the 3rd one this month im tired of the dentist. They will be putting a cap on a tooth and putting a bridge where im missing a tooth that doesnt sound like a good time to me. I have some other work that needs to be done some time too. my teeth arnt the best but they arnt the worst either i just want to make sure i have teeth for years to come. man all i know is my bill is going to be really high. blah i need to find a full time job no luck yet.

nothing much going on today. Just have a another Dentist appointment today at 1pm. fun fun fun. i guess its going to take one and a half hours, not looking forward to that at all. other then that just chilling. I was suppose to hang out with my sister today but she thought i meant i would be in town yesterday but i meant today so i had to worked last night and shes going out of town today so that plan didnt work out. thats about it for now i guess.

relaxtion... thats what I'm about today. My mom and I are just going to be watching some movies and chilling which is nice.



so I was working on getting my bike back from my ex and he fuckin sold it!!! just cuz i said i didnt want it right now. which means i will get it as soon as i can and doesnt mean sell it on Ebay. god its gonna be a bitch to find a bike just like that they dont make proflex bikes anymore.



So thursday I have another dentist appointment fun fun fun.... not but it needs to be done, i think its mostley a cleaning and telling me what needs to be done to my teeth. After that spending time with my sister since i will be in the town she lives in. Im glad that my sister and I are getting along lately we never used to when we were little.

it deeply hurts me that my dad doesnt believe me. he asked me to do something for him and I did it but he doesnt believe me that i did it. what the fuck man. i dont know im not in a good mood right now just cant believe he doesnt believe me. i havent even lied to him in years it hurts that he cant see that im telling the truth.

blah blah blah sometimes I hate this town. Theres now a rumor starting about me, thats not true. yup I guess Im getting married and having a baby lol wow news to me!!!!!! I think that you have to be seeing someone to get married. im single. Im just really good friends with this guy, we did date once but now we are friends which brings me into another rumor people thought that we were dating once when we werent so we said fuck it and dated just to fuck with the people saying shit. he knows that i want a family someday and he dont want one and he is 20 years older then me but the age thing doesnt matter we just work out better as friends. man that just makes me want to start working out and show those people im not gonna have a baby. I really do hope I find a nice guy someday to start a family with that would be nice,. I just need a nice guy in genreal some of my past boyfriends werent nice but i wont get in to that right now.



anywhoo my enchiladas were really yummy!!! ^_^



Had a great time at the casino with my dad, we were there for about 2 hours and now im broke lol didnt have much money anyways but it was nice to go.



off to bed soon have to work early and tell the head house keepers where i want to stay for working there. Man I hate deciding things sometimes.

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darkicewolf
03:15 May 11 2008

Hey the kids not mine :P

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well guess im going to the casino in a little bit. My dad wants to go and do the birthday spin you do on your birthday. so i guess i will spend some time with him on his birthday before i go and vanish for the rest of the day.

its my dads birthday today hes 51. when i woke up today the 1st thing i asked was wheres the cake lol hehe im bad, so it was cake for breakfast today yummmy! but not good for trying to lose weight. today is kind of a lazy day just trying to catch up on things around the house and catch up on Vampire Rave. Cleaned out my car some it was kinda piggy but not to bad, now im just trying to clean up my room some and fold some laundry. I shoul turn in my application in a few hours and then head over to my friends house. Im making some enchiladas for dinner tonight man thats been sounding so good i havent made them in over a year i was telling my friend about them so now i get to make them.

Well I applyed for a job yesterday in hayward which is 30miles away its a nice little drive. I applyed for a fulltime front desk job at a hotel. I think I will give them a call on monday. Today I am applying for a fulltime front desk at a resort about 8 miles away i think. Maybe buy a newspaper today too and look in that.



So my one job where the 2 headhouse keepers are fighting over me call me everyday to see if i decided if i want to be in the lodge or in the houses. they arent giving me any time to deicde which pisses me off but i have to tell them tomorrow. I will be able to work in the houses on saturday which is nice but they want to know about sundays if i say the houses then im stuck there and will have no work in the fall and if i say the lodge im stuck there with work in the fall I think that I will choose the lodge. this all just pisses me off I liked it better last year with one head housekeeper and getting to work both in the lodge and the houses.



And some people wonder why Im looking for a new job. Im tired of the bullshit at garmisch resort and not gettting hours. Im tired working when my cusion needs me at four seasons resort and Im so freakin tired of subway here and haveing to do everyone elses work plus my work and if the owner is going to make me manager of that shitty place im going to tell him to fuck off. I have quit that job 3 times and im still there my boss talks me in to staying all the time. And you would think with 3 jobs I would have money but I dont Im broke with $5 to my name most of the time. Well i kinda have a 4th job since i clean my friends house but that dont bother me. I just want to have 1 fulltime job thats not to much to ask ok im shutting up now this is longer then i wanted it to be lol got a little carried away.

So i got pulled over for speeding today and got let go with a warning no big deal but then they wanted to sreach my car. just cuz i have pot on my record, I think thats bullshit!!!!! all i was doing was speeding there was no need for a shake down. i could understand if my car smelled like pot or i was smokeing some and a cop saw that but come on man just cuz it was on my record and has nothing to do with me speeding is bullshit. and i dont drive with that shit anymore really. im trying to get my life on track and not get in trouble with cops and ive done good with that ive only been in trouble 2 times since 2005 i think thats pretty good so i should be good. so what i smoke a little bit here and there. theres nothing wrong with that its not fucking up my life at all, im a hard worker and have a good head on my shoulders im doing good in my life. i dont let that or booze run my life it just helps me relax some nights so fuck off if you dont like it ^_^

Man I'm beat, work was busy and to top it off i wasnt feeling the best. Wow it feels nice to be home for once. Ive been at a friends house for the past 3 days and nights. I didnt feel like being at my place much, I love my parents but i can only stand so much of them. Well tomorrow Im off to hayward to look for a job. I need to start filling out some apps this week. Well its off to bed for me, it will be nice to sleep in my own bed.

Today I will be looking for a new job. My 3 jobs are just fucking me around right now Im getting no hours. thats the thing up here its all seasonal work and it sucks. Today i am looking around town tomorrow i am driving to hayward I hope i find something.





Went to the dentist yesterday. $200 to fix my broken tooth they had to take out my big filling that was in there and made a bigger filling. it sucked. I have to go back this fall for a check up and to fix some problems. While i was there I got approved for carecredit i guess its a credit card for your teeth so thats cool.



thats about it for now i guess. I will try and be on here later today but i have to clean my friends house he is paying me so im happy about that.

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Sinora
15:12 May 06 2008

Good luck finding a new job.

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I have a dentist appointment today. Im so not wanting to go. but my tooth needs to get fixed its starting to bother me with cold and hot food. In other news the 2 head housekeepers are fighting over me and one of my jobs. One is the head house keeper for the lodge and the other for the houses. they both want me i guess. but the one for the lodge hired 2 new people and they get 2 days a week and i get one Im being jerked around here and it sucks they both know that I need the hours. Man Im really starting to hate my jobs all 3 of them Im so broke right now and you wouldnt think i would be but i am. I need some hours bad!

Hmm where to start... well first off Im running on four hours of sleep. It was a interesting night last night. I was laying in bed around 11pm when all of a sudden i heard a big thud like noise over and over again that went with bright orange flashes of light and then no power. That freaked me out, i was thinking war of the worlds is starting lol checked it out and it was the transformer that is in the yard a tree fell on the power line on the other side of the road and it was on fire for a little but the rain put it out. power was out for 2 hours. and i finaly tried to fall asleep again but i had to get up early and get my car fixed and that turned in to a nightmare. turns out it was more then just the struts in the back the springs were broke and the brackets all rusted so that costed me a extra $ 200 that i didnt have and had to barrow. But its fixed now which is good now i just need to get back tires and a guess the front strut is going out a litte so 2 new front ones and a alinement. So my friend got his chevelle back today its a hot car but now it dont run we were driving and it back fired and flooded i guess so that really sux. man all i have to say and im beat ive been up since 5 20 am running around on 4 hours of sleep im so beat and i have to get up early tomorrow to start back up at a house keeping job. Yup may is not looking like a good month for me right now i need to win the lottery someday or something i should go try and sleep. i hope nothing happens so i can try and get a good night sleep.

So i figured out who the caller was from my job. It was the Owner the guy owns quiet a few subway places. He was pissed last night the closer for the subway i work at left at 6pm that was the only time she could get a ride i guess her car is crapping out. aint the 1st time that place was closed before 9pm and wont be the last. Hell I closed down the store at 3pm once, I had another job to be at and the closer didnt show up and i was already an hour late for the other job. I would have stayed but my other job pays alot better. any ways the owner was in today again for like 4 hours of my 6 hour shift, that really sucked. He was making me clean so much stuff. I know it needs to be done I do some of it but fuck he needs to let us have 2 people on a few nights a week there and more things will get done. its hard when your the only one working. We dont get to have 2 people on much because its a really small town and we are slower then the other subways. but damn we get slammed alot theres so many resorts up here and bike races and ski races. the staff is so lazy here except for me im the best worker there besides one other person. Im so tired of doing other peoples work when i have to do my own work errr. Wow i dont know where this is going much its just a rant thats nice to get out. I Love my job at subway lol not really i hope i get the gas station job.



anywhoo enough of job talk. Tomorrow I go drop my car off at 8 am to go get fixed so im up early which sux, ive been sleeping in late lately its been so nice. well its off to bed for me.

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theo
04:13 May 03 2008

right arm

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lenoresprettycorpse
04:25 May 03 2008

lol right arm? whats that about?

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some guy called my house from one of my jobs my subway job when i wasnt at home my dad told me when i got home just now. theres no guys that work at subway. Im stumped on who it could be. Theres only a few guys i talk to here and they all know where i would be if im not working. theres one guy that pops into my mind i went on 2 dates with him in the beginning of the year. maybe he remembered me lol yeah right. hmm man i just cant figure this one out. why the hell would a guy be calling my house for me? that never happens. i only have one guy call me and thats my good friend here. I guess I will have a suprise tomorrow at work if they show up there again, it will be interesting to figure this out.

Last night was fun leaving my sisters it was raining and i had to drive 30 miles back home. noticed i needed new wiper blades really bad so i stoped at walmart and bought new ones but then i couldnt get them on for some reason it was really be a pain in my ass. so i had to track down someone to help me the 1st person couldnt get it either but then the 2nd person got it. which made me happy. didnt want to drive a half hour in the rain in the middle of no where when the deer are out like crazy that really could have sucked.



Ok so lets see if may will be a good month for me. April was kind of a shitty month with going to the hospital 2 times and i broke a tooth. the only good things to come from april was i bought a car and I got my licence back.



Saturday I get my car fixed the guy is only asking for $70 thats cheaper then anywhere else i looked but i know this dude and i already bought my parts for the car.



Monday at 1:30 is my dentist appointment oh how i hate the dentist.

So I went out to eat with my sister tonight and a broke a freaken tooth! that doesn't make me happy. now i have to get to the dentist and have no money for that well i might have some but i owe a friend a lot of money i should just use that money and tell them its going to be a little longer till i pay them back and they were telling me to wait to pay them back and get my teeth fixed so there we go i figured it out well typing this up sweet. but still i hate the dentist errr. I shall call the dentist tomorrow and see when they can get me in. just chilling at my sisters right now playing the wii. she had to help me fix something on my wii too shall be home in a few hours then its off to bed for me pretty tired today.