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It was an interesting 24 hr shift yesterday. Glad it's over. Slept most of the day. Not much that needs done. Sitting here again. Thinking how amazing it is, spending do much time alone. Wondering how I deal with it. But I'm here again. Maybe something will change soon. Maybe not. I think of all people patients I see and talk to. So many faces. So many lives I'm apart of. So many people. How do I come home to nothingness again. Remember the words they said. Remember that there is life out there. Nothing but my thoughts again. Sitting, listening to the sounds of the night again. Sometimes my thoughts take nd to places I don't like. Maybe this will last forever. Maybe my being in solitude is what this world needs again. Until the night brings something different, I'll lay in peace, left to my thoughts. Casting shadows. Saving myself. And I'll wake to do it again.

They cry for understanding. They weep at the altar. They claw at the earth. Save us! Bless us! Yet they've not counted the cost. They will be suffocated by they're own pride and arrogance. If ignorance is bliss, sleep on. You will awake to the sound of your own blood cursing you because you believed, but chose unbelief. You deny your own frailty. Your so dependent on others and they're revelation and wisdom. So I sit here in silence. Barely hearing myself breath. Listening to the voices. Accepting the inevitable. Preparing the way.....for judgement. I find strength in the dark, in solitude. I feel the chill of death. Imps stalk my spirit. I'll not cry out. I won't raise my voice. I sit here. I won't submit to fear. I won't fear the dark where I find serenity. For God himself makes darkness His habitation. I'll wait for the future, as I twist this knife deeper into your heart of hatred. I'll stand knowing. In the end you'll say I was right. You'll be amazed that I knew. I look to the moonlit sky, awaiting my redemption. Until then, come what may.....