The Ultimate Vampire Resource and Directory

i really want this i dont want to talk to any fakes this is eating at me i cant talk to anyone i know they would think i am crazzy im not ijust am what i am and know what i want i know im smart beautiful and could have anything anyone i want this i loved jays dad still do but with a vampire it will be eternal love eternal life why do i keep thinking about this dreaming about this want this so much i cry cuz i feel like i need it am i crazzy is this site a bunch of fakes i want to meet a real vampire to become one with him to love live and do all as one am i losing it or is this right can this really happen to me