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Laugh and cry i do this now,

first tears in years hit the ground,

am i in love or am i in pain,

why doesint it ever go away,

ill do what makes others happy,

if only for a wile,

and ill stay my hand from reaching for what i want the most,



grind my teeth and become more angry,

my heart it hurts and i am bleeding,

but if we just stay friends,

the wounds will heal and time will mend,



love for her ill always have,

even if sheill never take,

so i shed these tears in retrebution,

for me ever having become more open.



She is my friend and i shall be at her side,

if not in marrige,

then in halo at night.





For my friend who has only spoken truth and by doing so has helped my further along the path to adult hood.

Thank you.

I sit upon a broken throne,

Roses upon cold stone,

Subject myself to new found horrors,

I am there for her,

Hurting every day and night,

Fighting darkness and its blight,

the world would never care,

if men like me dissappeared,

Full moon rises from darkend sky,

Looking up I cannot cry,

Though blind my eyes I feel the sting,

Broken souls still they sing,

and water travels just like tears,

taking with it all those years,

Through all of this I have one regret,

not strong enough to get....Her.